2000-unknown by oceanash

“2000-unknown”

Bury it deep
Under the concrete
Now I’m crawling out the dirt
In my eyes you see the hurt
See the blood all on my shirt
Every time I’m at my worst i take the blade and then insert and then I’m falling deeper in my curse
Speaking with my demons can’t get a word
I just stutter and I slur
Everything would be blurred if you see inside my mind
Gotta lotta rooms i need to polish and refine
But I never shine, closing the curtains for the last time
2000 to unknown still gotta choose what to with my bones
I be eatin fruity pebbles like the fucking Flintstones
Im Starting to resemble the devil now I’m alone

All the voices keep on telling me how to feel shit
Counting all the issues that I never wanna deal with
Waking up from my dreams and now I feel reality
I cannot take it anymore my purpose is a fallacy
Used to think that everything would work out
Question what I’m worth now
Everything a blur, wow
Every time the thoughts coming out I just push em deeper but it only makes me weaker
Close my eyes I see the reaper
I’m so cold Im in the freezer
I don’t wanna be awake
I’m bouta break
Think I’m sleeping til my body shake
No escape
Draping something over my face
Putting flowers in the vase
Leave some poppies by my grave
I’m nothing as I lay so let me decay

produced by oceanash