ruin with a blink by oceanash

“ruin with a blink”

Thinking sinking deeper on the brink
Speak with shrinks connecting links
Thin ice playing hockey like a bruin in the rink
Throw me in the bin I ruin with just a blink
Watching them down another drink
Demons wink, I’m never in sync

I’m a loner stoner, keep on roaming looking for a spot to smoke
I’m Looking like I’m homer, donuts when I pull up, making you croak
Dying is my theme, G L double O M is the team
No redeeming self esteem
I’m Yung Keanu Reeves, i got some grief that I will never tell
I’m dying, make a wish, and then i throw it in the fucking well
Pennies stacking all the let downs weighing on my back
I’m oceanash, you know my luck is bad
I’m waiting to collapse
Creeping thru the street at midnight
Tryna sleep but panic in sight
Overthinking killing my mind
Hating the way I was designed
Creeping thru the street at midnight
Tryna sleep but panic in sight
Overthinking killing my mind
Hating the way I was designed

Thinking sinking deeper on the brink
Speak with shrinks connecting links
Thin ice playing hockey like a bruin in the rink
Throw me in the bin I ruin with just a blink
Watching them down another drink
Demons wink, I’m never in sync

Am I manic am i sane, these thoughts won’t go away
I’m smoking and toking another game to make myself ok
But I’m feeling more broken
I’m choking on the smoke I’m coping
Chemicals in the lobe I’m corroding
Marinating, soaking, in my trauma demons keep on winking at me
I’m overthinking more deep
Losing control of my life, try to give me advice but I don’t know who to believe
Epinephrin is seeping deep, the panic is creeping
All over I’m bleeding
Regret that I’m keeping
My life I’m deleting
The reaper is creeping
Calling my phone and it beeping
Wrist leaking
Hearing the demons speaking
They seeping aromas that reeking
Bad omens all I’m seeing

Thinking sinking deeper
Connecting links
Thinking sinking deeper
Speak with shrinks

Produced by oceanash