cicadas [prod. NXRTHFACE14X] by oceanash

“Cicadas”

Smoking in the basement
Kick ya fucking face in
Throwing up cicadas, now u laying on the pavement
I can never sleep, all my demons fucking creep
Took some LSD, now I see the walls start to bleed
Ruminating when the moon is luminating
I’m luminous hallucinating
Got visions of incisions, demons mutilating
They surrounding me I gotta go
Disappear into the fucking blunt smoke
Guarantee everybody else is sleeping
my thoughts are creeping
I got that blank stare
In my eyes there’s nothing there
Feeling scared all you see is hazel pain
Tryna numb my fucking brain but it never goes away
Gotta bunch of wrinkles that I gotta iron out
But I spiral out
Running from my demons and I tire out
Hands never steady
I’m grabbing the machete
I hate my fucking mind
creep in the dark like I’m blind
Wish they never knew my name
At least they’ll never know my pain
Demons all inside of my brain
Smoking blunts and watching it rain
Every night I talk to demons begging for release
Another night I keep on waiting for my fucking breathe to cease
Smoking woods and feeling dread
Screaming get the fuck up out my head
Wishing that I was dead
But I know I cannot touch the lead

prod. NXRTHFACE14X