I'll Get By(Prod by @1aboc) by ABOC || @1aboc published on 2020-11-20T20:48:50Z Super personal track about my upbringing in a cult, the personal consequences of it and how I decided to deal with it. Thank you so much for the wait. Music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3DHXStpiR8&ab_channel=aboc Lyrics: Aboc Feel like I lost myself a couple years ago, I never asked for help I tried to do it alone Now I'm gathering what is left of me. Now i'm finally doing what is best for me Grew up in a cult, never knew what love was Never lived my life, knowing what enough was Spending hella time tryna fit into their vision Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was I could never seem to find the answer to it I used to always blame it on myself The scars on my arms are a permanent memory, of what I tried to run from every time Guess I'll never know what a free will is like. The damage is done, I'll get by Feel like I lost myself a couple years ago, I never asked for help I tried to do it alone Now I'm gathering what is left of me. Now i'm finally doing what is best for me Grew up in a cult, never knew what love was Never lived my life, knowing what enough was Spending hella time tryna fit into their vision Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was Stopped pretending I was fine yeah, Stopped pretending I was fine yeah Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was Stopped pretending I was fine yeah, Stopped pretending I was fine yeah It's time for me to deal with all the consequences Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was God bless you thanks for listening! πππ Genre Alternative Rock Comment by Nugget Nut ππ 2022-09-18T11:38:01Z Comment by Cookies BRO I COULD VIBE TO THIS ANY TIME AINT NO WAYβ₯οΈβ₯οΈβ₯οΈ 2022-08-17T19:55:58Z Comment by vicky This song hits different alone at 12am β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ 2022-05-08T04:19:45Z Comment by Skyler Russell i want to die 2022-03-01T21:23:27Z Comment by BN1 FIRE 2021-03-11T20:40:20Z Comment by Fresh Underground π₯π₯π₯ 2021-02-07T00:12:47Z Comment by Bailey$ fiy 2020-12-04T06:03:09Z Comment by onlyarkangel when the drums come in tho 2020-11-30T14:49:52Z Comment by unheard this hard.. uploaded it https://youtu.be/FOJxeXNeel8 2020-11-27T21:53:15Z Comment by MOR Good 2020-11-26T12:28:50Z Comment by Killing Art Bro this is so good π₯Ί 2020-11-26T05:43:58Z Comment by Jacob π₯π₯π₯π₯ 2020-11-26T02:04:20Z Comment by Erameld well done as always dude! 2020-11-25T21:05:04Z Comment by ABOC || @1aboc @prabhav-vashist: JW 2020-11-23T11:30:49Z Comment by Ennui this goes hard keep it up homie 2020-11-21T01:14:01Z Comment by cey β€οΈβ€οΈ 2020-11-21T00:32:13Z Comment by suicide at 0:15 shit slaps 2020-11-20T21:20:14Z