medicine (mndls1600) by neverless published on 2024-03-04T00:54:53Z damn :/ - I’ve forgiven everything I wish I could forget there’s no point to try you don’t wanna make amends Even if you did I can’t trust you again I think we both know how this ends Because It’s not as easy as they said it was I’m stronger now, but I still feel like giving up I could end it all, i don’t give a fuck (I just hate how) I just hate how this is how I ended up well now there’s evidence That everything I knew was just a lie I don’t take medicine Cause last time I did it I almost died I’m a pessimist I don’t think there’s much left for me in this life And I believe that Nothing will get better if you don’t try I’m my biggest supporter everyone left me I’m not moving forward I wear a fake smile, pretend I’m ok But really I’m the biggest performer I pushed away all of my friends And my whole family ditched me There’s nobody left in my corner I don’t have any supporters No wonder I’m not moving forward I know that you’re trying to talk but you’re way to hard to follow Lately life’s been hard And I stay up late Hope I’ll wake up tomorrow you said you don’t need me around It’s the hardest pill I’ve had to swallow I thought that if I thought positive I tried to stop it Then good things would come to me I stopped writing songs Because they all just feel like eulogies I try my best But this shit isn’t working for me well now there’s evidence That everything I knew was just a lie I don’t take medicine Cause last time I did it I almost died I’m a pessimist I don’t think there’s much left for me in this life And I believe that Nothing will get better (Things won’t get better if you don’t…) if you don’t try I’m my biggest supporter Everyone left me I’m not moving forward I wear a fake smile, pretend I’m ok But really I hide it all like I’m the biggest performer I pushed away all of my friends And my whole family ditched me There’s nobody left in my corner I don’t have any supporters No wonder I’m not moving forward (This shit is a fucking disaster I just want to know what’s after I don't have any supporters No wonder I'm not moving forward) Genre Alternative Rock