i just realized that you never cared (16) by anakin published on 2023-02-10T16:54:00Z rigor mortis Music: anakin Lyrics: anakin Mix/Mastering: anakin Listen on streaming platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anakin71/i-just-realized-that-you-never-cared-16 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/anakinvf/ (soon) Lyrics: You should be sorry Forever and ever so lonely I want medication for feelings I kept in myself Because I was so scared that someday you'll ignore me Believed in your story But only one time, one and only I looked for someone I can trust, but I never got to it And instead of dishing on me, you should just call me You say it was the past But I can't believe in that You said that many times And now I understand why You wanna hurt me, right? You actually did that But now I think I might lose myself Don't know what to think about 'Cause you actually made me sad and angry, like, too many times I should stop to care so much My brain just falls apart I wanted to be with you all the time I never told you why I never told you the truth I swore so many times but never broke the oath too Maybe I cared too much Maybe I lied too much I just want to be with you, always Oh, what's wrong with me Maybe I'm losing control over myself Hated you so much, but now I don't care Hated you so much, but now I don't care at all Making me strong Those moments I've got You wanted to stay, I wanted home Fucked it up, wanted you to die But now it's fine I guess I think I might lose myself Don't know what to think about 'Cause you actually made me sad and angry, like, too many times I should stop to care so much My brain just falls apart I wanted to be with you all the time I never told you why I never told you the truth I swore so many times but never broke the oath too Maybe I cared too much Maybe I lied too much I just want to be with you, always Oh, broken hearts Bought new clothes Sixteen years And wasted time Fucked it up More than a few times Just realized You never cared at all I told you why I told you truth So many times I broke oath too And cared too much And lied too much I know I can be better, oh? I know I can be better one I know I should tell you that I hate you! Genre Pop