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This is the first full-length album that I've been making from September 2021 to May 2023. It contains 13 songs that I wrote as my stress relief and as a help to sort things out in my head. After almost 2 years I almost completely disagree with stuff that I've sung about, but this album is a part of myself, so I published it to see in the future how I've changed my perspectives. You can listen to it on Spotify, Apple Music, and other major streaming services. Thanks to everyone that helped me in some way to finish this "thing". rigor mortis!
LISTEN TO MY FIRST ALBUM "rigor mortis":
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"seven fkn deadly sins (intro)"
Music: Olivier Michalczuk (anakin)
Lyrics: Olivier Michalczuk (anakin)
Mix/Mastering: Olivier Michalczuk (anakin)
Cover Art: Stanisław Sobolewski
Testers: Igor Bielenny, niko, Piotr Szewczyk
Lyrics:
I'm not a person that you've known
But I am not a person that I want to be
You know it wouldn't happen at all, happen at all
Doing nothing for the most of time
Because of my anxieties I can't talk to anyone
And not that I don't want to, I'm just a broken guy
Just fucked up guy
I don't know how, I don't know why
I just sat in tears, like, a thousand times
If anybody asked about me, said "I am alright"
But I'm not alright
You passed me by
Lost every one of my friends over past few months
And I don't know how
All these things I have said to you
Sitting all the time waiting for sign of life from you
But I should be better too
I'm lonely, what I can do?
Always sad and what I can do?
I lost everybody, so I don't wanna lose you
Oh, lost everybody, and don't wanna lose you
"Control emotions"? Well, I failed that too
Interpreting words I've said to you?
You know what to do
And emotional disorders in my head, every time I go home
Hurting other people unintentionally, where I should go?
I don't have anyone, I don't have any more
All of those things that I wanted to have, now don't want them all
I just sat in tears, like, a thousand times
If anybody asked about me, said "I am alright"
But I'm not alright
You passed me by
Lost every one of my friends over past few months
And I don't know why
All these things I have said to you
Sitting all the time waiting for sign of life from you
But I should be better too
I'm lonely, what I can do?
Always sad and what I can do?
I lost everybody, so I don't wanna lose you
And I lost a-nother person now
What I did wrong
I should just get up and forget you
I should've tell you that-
(I will save that line for another time)
Seven deadly sins
Know why I can't wake up
Because my nightmare is, like, my entire life
I tried to say that, but I'm too scared
Of reaction of people that I care so much about
- Genre
- Indie