shallow. | Produced by greaf by Archive: unknxwn. published on 2024-03-19T21:08:56Z Lyrics I wanna get lost and never be found Honestly I'm sick of just being around One day I'll wake up inside of a bed But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground I got all these feeling I don't talk about Every time I did lead to someone else just walking out I'm so fucking scared of what I feel because if I tell the truth You might see what I see in myself and hate me too And I don't wanna do that again I don't ever wanna feel like I did back then I would rather be numb to it all That feeling something good just to lose it all Life ain't what I thought it'd be Like I thought when I was 16 Felt like I would be so free That was shallow, now I'm deep I wanna get lost and never be found Honestly I'm sick of just being around One day I'll wake up inside of a bed But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground And on some days I feel like that day could be now And on some days I feel like I figure it out But on all days I'm really just keeping it down So does it even fucking matter if I'm happy? Cause when I am, I'm not And everytime I am, I know what I really got going on Inside my head, some stupid fucking voice telling me I should be dead Comment by socalledextreme i would rather be numb to it all. 2024-03-25T01:31:02Z Comment by nicky :( <3 2024-03-20T23:00:53Z Comment by mayo love it 2024-03-19T21:50:17Z Comment by ✧ jaydyn ✧ <3 tide 2024-03-19T21:20:26Z