feel [prod silo] by benchday published on 2023-03-18T20:08:02Z and i hate crying but it's nice to know that i feel shit talked to my sis she said dont fight it, just feel it i made my grave, gotta lay in it it's my heart, why am i breaking it if you dont believe what i say i get it, but im telling the truth i keep on crying reading these messages i wanna talk but i shouldnt message them and the shit felt real, it dont hurt less because it wasnt i hate difficult decisions, this one make my chest hurt it was prolly for the best but fuck it i still wanna text her i dont like you less, i might even like u more and if u hate my guts i wouldnt blame you for it i know this shit sucks, what am i supposed to do i gotta stay away but i wanna be close to you im thinking about your face, i couldnt help but stare im thinking bout your waist, my hands were right there why did it go this way? i think i got too attached believe me i didnt mean to do you bad if you need me you know where im at swear to god i'll hit u back i deserve you that goddamn shit wasnt part of the plan thats just how life go i tell u how good u look u give me eyerolls pink and white roses, hope u keep them alive please dont let them die it might be selfish but when my phone goes off, hope thats u hitting me up hitting my line i dont know what i'd say, i know it'd be different but... really there's no rush, take your time i know you said you're okay, i wanna make sure you're straight i dont think i can help this time i'd prolly make things worse and prolly increase your pain; i know cuts cant close if u open them everyday i got way too much shit to say how do i mend this shit when it breaks? if we never speak again that's okay bend don't break hope you find your way hope you do so great Comment by draffish put this shit on spotify begging bro 2023-03-28T17:23:01Z Comment by wes Beautiful 2023-03-21T02:19:13Z Comment by raegun extended it lets go 2023-03-21T02:11:45Z Comment by mental beautiful 2023-03-20T23:21:06Z Comment by draf thanks for extending this song i been listening on loop no capper 2023-03-20T23:20:59Z Comment by raegun so good chris stay up man 2023-03-20T00:34:49Z Comment by James! LETS GOOOOOO 2023-03-19T17:09:16Z Comment by Prollos we so tapped in 2023-03-19T16:32:35Z Comment by User 743278520 hubie sent me 2023-03-19T16:25:30Z Comment by draf so fucking good man 2023-03-19T07:35:16Z Comment by raph go chris go 2023-03-19T06:10:14Z