Entropy by booli published on 2022-06-15T20:53:54Z Lyrics by Booli Prod. K-Oddic What if I could let go of the chains that hold me down? Could I fly away or would I be too scared to leave the ground Convinced of broken wings, strangled by insecurities Voice inside my chest has become so obscure to me Fear became my master when it robbed me of purity Slowly I am sure to see relief before it murders me Far beyond the fear of failure, too terrified to try Banging on the cage locked behind dead eyes Running from the emptiness residing in me Ceaseless hunger gnawing at the pit of my being Psilocybin mirror locked revealing the blackhole Microcosmic entropy I feel like a tadpole Swimming endless circles with no progress of sea legs Pain is panacea I’m alive when I’m bleeding I’m told to look within for the answers I’m seeking The universe is big and I’m a gust of wind fleeting Never stopped running still this black cloud follows me Like a stray dog always searching for a hand that feeds A little bit of relief from the demons lurking underneath The mask I masquerade in every day is getting ennui Walking like a zombie- catatonic revenant Sifting through the sediment in search of something delicate To break, a victim to the cycle that I always replicate Hurt the ones I love and then I push them all away Drowning in the shame of things I did to maintain Try to shift the blame but it ends up in the same place Weighing on my chest awful pain has got me outta breathe Solemn and bereft from these awful secrets kept Not surprised by the darkness inside me Bad apples tend to fall close to their home tree Of life, rotten roots drying up beneath the blight Hopeful when I let go, one day I will see the light Genre Hip-hop & Rap Comment by Greco Weston This is hard! 2022-06-22T19:41:39Z Comment by Xiu i like how the vocals fit the instrumental although i would have tried less volume on the backing vocals 2022-06-17T08:37:37Z Comment by Xiu <3 2022-06-17T08:36:46Z