Eulogy(Prod. J Dilla) by D3MO published on 2024-03-20T01:46:02Z These last few weeks have been a whirlwind trials and tribulations making it hard to begin more obstacles and demons I have to fend question my existence like why can’t it all end I frequently think of death in my mind retiring myself as an option seems fine a paradigm a cycle of never ending pain and disdain like a crescent moon the light inside me wanes I don’t where to go or who to talk too was jus talking to someone but now that’s fell through made some pivotal mistakes and I admit that’s true could’ve conveyed better instead of lighting that fuse and I’m sorry for saying I dodged a bullet I didn’t really view the situation to the fullest purely out of anguish and pain was where I focused always feel up but that moment was my lowest and here is the recurring theme a waste of space I don’t really know what life means I know it’s hard for you to be on my team but you my day 1 and I know you always will be which is why I’m always grateful for what I have but I can’t tell you how many times I’ve been backstabbed wanna take my life but see problems in advance like my parents crying over my old pants will this be my last dance? I can’t even tell you I’m stuck inside of this wack trance hyperventilating I’m nervous as my hands clam feeling like my departure would be better for my friends and this is all that I have a bunch of jumbled thoughts on a notepad feel like a phantom i think my souls blind what’s the point of being confident when your dead on the inside which is why if something happens promise me if I die tomorrow make this my eulogy Genre Hip-hop & Rap