Loss (OG MIX) // Prod. by Andyr by creel published on 2021-01-03T07:43:10Z Lyrics: man I’m always tripping up over my own damn feet on my life I swear to god that ima push it for the fleet I got some stories that I heard from different people close to me well I been watching ppl that I love start sinking in the sea and I can’t hide it I’ve been sinking pretty low a couple issues in my life he tryna snatch a couple souls that I cherish and I love cause they been playing vital roles in my momentum rolling forward helping me to reach my goals not saying I’m depressed but it feeling like that sometimes when get i get up say good morning to my momma but she crying why the fuck the morning good it negative think about dying so been doing my research tryna understand her mind I watch my dad go through his trails and tribulations just the same he always smile when I’m around but I been picking up the pain i hear it covering his voice when he gets talking about his gram am I gon act a similar way miss my family the same man i been watching all these losses dealt to all my friends and all my family It’s exhausting knowing that I got it easy feeling like he taunting me by doing dirty to the ones who it been costing knocking down the dominos that I put up it’s nonsense what the fuck they do to deserve this shit it’s a problem good ones always suffer the most that’s on my heart man wish I could just take away their pain it’s hard to watch them yo one my bro got worse than others family didn’t really work for him now it’s a wonder that he’s turned into a decent guy my favorite brother not my place to talk about his story that’s for another intimate conversations dragging into the night with a lady talking ab the shit she used to do the fights that she had to witness her daddy yelling go into a plight when he getting the alcohol up in his system hit the lights so when my dog and I start yelling at each other she starting getting quiet shrink into herself her body there but she fraid of the violence our words full of malice we spitting slurs trysn start some riots can’t imagine how she felt right then broughr back to a time when she ain’t feel safe on her own, fucking mattress covering her ears and hug her brother pain is practice happy when she outta the home been an actress whole time she was stressing alone feeling disastrous been watching all these losses dealt to all my friends and all my family It’s exhausting knowing that I got it easy feeling like he taunting me by doing dirty to the ones who it been costing knocking down the dominos that I put up it’s nonsense what the fuck they do to deserve this shit it’s a problem good ones always suffer the most that’s on my heart man wish I could just take away their pain it’s hard to watch them Genre Hip-hop & Rap