i still remember it all by ghostdaughter published on 2024-03-14T14:25:44Z In 2017 I got addicted to painkillers In the six weeks before we met And after that I took them only when I needed Like the night you called me back And in the mornings we would walk to class and smoke cheap cigarettes Because menthols taste healthier, right? Back then I didn’t sleep and I wrote shitty poetry About Newark when my grandma died And i hope you don’t remember at all You just grab the money and i’ll take the fall I never moved to New York, but I went there on tour; I’ve got your notes in my drawer I still remember it all In 2021 I mixed klonopin and whiskey In the city where angels go to die And I made a man a flower crown then passed out on his living room floor And said “don’t touch me, I’m fine” See, my ambition was a prison, wanted to carve my name into The bones of everybody I met Back then I didn’t see beauty in just about anything So I guess it turned out just how you said It would But I hope you don’t remember at all Been running away, it’s getting harder to walk I don’t know what it was for, getting ruined for sport; goddamn victorian whore I still remember it all Reading my old journals, double-checking it got better And my hands still turn purple when it’s cold, so I’ll wait seven years ‘Til there’s nothing left of who i was but melody and fever I hope next time, when she says she’s too high you’ll stop And you'll believe her One day I won’t remember at all The pictures all faded, now we’re outlines in chalk I never moved to New York, but I’ll go there on tour; I guess that settles the score I still remember it all Genre Indie Comment by future amv This is actually so good 💯 2024-04-17T15:49:20Z Comment by WOOD$✞ (@YoungBackWoodsss) 🖤🖤🖤 2024-04-15T02:26:36Z Comment by earth2athena oh this is soooo pretty 2024-04-14T02:26:58Z Comment by halfhearted fav song 2024-04-13T21:31:18Z Comment by Vails lovely as always 2024-04-13T17:26:38Z Comment by brecken so good 2024-04-13T17:01:30Z Comment by Ali Ramono This sounds awesome. 2024-04-13T15:06:57Z Comment by ♡Bruised♥ Love you Naomi! been waiting 4 this one!! 2024-04-10T14:25:59Z Comment by safehaven. <3 2024-04-10T09:34:46Z