tryinNOT2die by hasani published on 2020-12-14T02:43:12Z In a time when black death is the only time we recognize black life. I found myself striving for and guiding myself towards death thru apathy and drugs. I not only found myself lost in the death of my people i also found myself suicidal and chasing their freedom. I made album to display the process it takes to not want to die, to normalize the conversation and know there is something on the otherwise of those thoughts. I was not lost, I was just a human trying to deal with grief. 1. Can you mend? (0:00) 2. Does it really matter? (0:47) 3. smokebreak pt. 1 (feat. OKnice) (4:15) 4. wanna die? (feat. Xenia) (6:37) 5. feelin’ myself? (9:49) 6. smokebreak pt. 2 (feat. Love, Ulysses) (13:12) 7. free? (14:44) 8. RIP Bill Withers (19:02) 9. Inshallah (20:12) 10. stilllive (22:59) Comment by Water Station gas 2021-10-01T16:51:41Z Comment by Water Station this shit smoove 2021-10-01T16:51:26Z Comment by AJANI ABSTRAKT KEEP MAKING US PROUD - HERE FOR U 4EVA 2020-12-28T13:20:36Z Comment by AJANI ABSTRAKT THIS SHIT NUTS GAWD! 2020-12-28T13:19:42Z Comment by Rising Path amazing! 2020-12-15T19:42:30Z