honesty (prod. PAYSR) by 9TAILS Archive published on 2017-12-08T23:16:00Z produced by @paysrmusic lyrics: imma try to be sober for a week tossing turning i been fucking up the sheets why continue when the futures looking bleak barely living and my chest is scaring me i could give you the attention that you seek i could help a thousand people to their feet i could fucking save a life but never me dont you try cause theres no way your saving me i could feel heart palpatations happen when i breathe i could feel the acid climbing everytime i eat they say its a scary life take this itll work its been half a year and im only feeling worse residential doctors tell me its anxiety i could fucking tell you that now get to helping me i wonder what the feelings like of breathing normally cant identify the happiness when its so new to me slow down i cant even smoke now i been on the same damn come down since this time last year this time last year this time last march now hot or cold i never go out see my friends like once a week at best cause im in the zone now im not myself when its cold out i been seeing shadow figures in the corner of my vision i been thinking bout my friends and all their thoughts and all there feelings i dont think they really like me and that thought really frightens me im being honest and that doesnt happen alot