doushite_boku_ha(Why am I...) by kensuke kotori published on 2023-03-19T15:26:23Z ■概要(Overview) じゃんけんで負けた! さらに色々とやらかして状況は悪化してしまった。 はい、自己嫌悪。 ・・・・ そんな感じの曲です。 でも大丈夫!どんどん行け、進め! 宇宙規模で考えれば大したことじゃない・・ような気がする。 I lost in rock-paper-scissors! And the situation got worse with all sorts of other things. Yes, self-loathing. ・・・・ It's that kind of song. but it's okay! Keep going, keep going! I feel like it's not a big deal if you think about it on a cosmic scale. 2023.4.1 楽器の追加を試みましたがやはり最初のバージョンで再度公開。 2023.4.1 Considered adding instruments, but finally released in the original version. ■歌詞 「どうして僕は・・」 どうにもならない 気を付けていても くじ運悪いし 気持ちも弱いし やりたくないのに じゃんけん弱くて 町内会の面倒な役をやる羽目になったんだ おまけにさ 電話番号を 教えてしまった 聞かれてないのに 責任感じて空回りする 僕はひどい奴だ 僕の居場所はないよ 愛想尽かされ さよならさ 情けなくて消えたい ねぇ、神様、どうして僕は・・・ (いつもこうなんだろう) どうにも頭が ずきずきしてきた 子供のころから 気持ちが弱いし 対人恐怖が影響している 大事なじゃんけん 見透かされていた 涙の じゃんけんぽん おまけにさ 電話番号を 聞かなきゃいけない 空気が漂い 迷惑気づかず 順番に聞く 僕はひどい奴だ 僕の居場所はいつも 自分で壊し それまでさ 最初からわかってる ねぇ、神様、どうして僕は・・・ (いつも余計な事ばかりしてしまうんだろう) 忘れたころに 「逃しはしない」と 再び僕に「烙印」を押す いくら逃げても 隠したとしても 弱い部分が 「忘れさせない」と・・ 月夜の枝垂桜が揺れている 僕の居場所はないよ 愛想尽かされ さよならさ 情けなくて消えたい ねぇ、神様、どうして僕は・・・ (いつもこうなんだろう) ■ lyrics(google translate) "Why am I..." I'm a hopeless person. Even if I'm careful, the lottery is bad and my feelings are weak I don't want to do it, but because I'm weak at rock-paper-scissors, I ended up playing a troublesome role for the neighborhood association. moreover, I gave everyone my phone number Even though no one asked me to teach them Feeling responsible and panicking I'm a hopeless person I have no place Goodbye to being exhausted I want to disappear without pity Hey God, why am I... (why is it always like this) I can't help but have a head I'm getting a throbbing pain Ever since I was a child, my heart has been weak social phobia affects important rock paper scissors was seen through Rock, paper, scissors of tears In addition phone number There is an air that you have to ask, Listen in order without noticing the nuisances around you I'm a bad person I always destroy my own place.That's it. I know that from the beginning Hey God, why am I... (I guess I always end up doing unnecessary things) When I forgot, "I won't let you go" brand me again No matter how much you run away, no matter how much you hide The weak part chases after you forever, saying "I won't let you forget" The weeping cherry tree on a moonlit night is swaying I have no place Goodbye to being exhausted I want to disappear without pity Hey God, why am I... (why is it always like this) Genre boyaki(vocaloid) Comment by Tea R. Sea I just love your voice. The music is great too! 2024-02-23T20:57:47Z Comment by Francois Cormier It's always so much fun to play catch-up with your songs... it's like I open a full treasure chest with my ears!! 2023-09-23T20:36:30Z Comment by Riffindots (Britta Pejic) Wow! Crazy vocals!! 2023-09-05T21:24:39Z Comment by LikewyseReposts yay my friend - the vocalwork is superbly done - love this track as well:) 2023-08-09T13:55:06Z Comment by Banished Prince & Children Crusade this guitar rocks 2023-07-13T20:35:27Z Comment by h a r a 素晴らしい楽曲! 歌詞もリズムも印象的で終盤に和楽器を加えていてとても楽しく感じました!🙌✨ 2023-07-13T08:13:46Z Comment by May Shalwa So powerful! I love the vocal here!! 2023-07-02T18:41:24Z Comment by E-Ruizzo Love the fast vocals on the heavy groove with lead bass !! Passionate guitar solo too !! 2023-06-20T21:04:58Z Comment by Craig T Elliott Fantastic! Love it! 2023-06-15T22:04:29Z Comment by Lofi Menta Awesome 👏👍👌 2023-06-05T19:49:08Z Comment by FuWatt あるあるの日常がこんなにもドラマチックな作品にしてしまうのはさすがです! 2023-05-31T12:13:03Z Comment by Masahiro Shinoda ここのメロディとリズムが軽やかで気持ちいいですね! 2023-05-27T23:38:25Z Comment by motta_wave BEAUTIFUL Sound and Nice Picture 2023-05-25T15:14:05Z Comment by lil' spaceman excellent guitar! flight achieved :) 2023-05-04T13:56:46Z Comment by FlexHead "Dolce con Grazia" 2023-05-04T13:40:06Z Comment by Walkin' in Pa's Footsteps mighty fine/all great/ all time 2023-05-03T17:35:32Z Comment by Spicy Invalid been here before... there is a light at the end of that self-loathing tunnel of despair... it's Y'shua the Son of YHVH Elohim the Master of the Universe. Shalom, Ken-san. Love you and your music. 2023-04-28T00:59:15Z Comment by Alfredo Salvatori Cool track! Very nice guitar and vocals! 2023-04-27T20:20:22Z Comment by Electrometis this is so cool & uplifting! great guitar work and the vocals are gorgeous! 💛 2023-04-27T16:12:02Z Comment by Frank DANA Very cool and fun ! This rock backtrack with such a lovely voice ! 2023-04-27T05:35:21Z Comment by Francesco Cartocci Cool! :) 2023-04-21T15:29:46Z Comment by Anibal Seminara Splendid!, Love it! 2023-04-13T09:27:54Z Comment by HEART HOUSE AND THE NEW KINDNESS Great bass line! 2023-04-10T21:07:18Z Comment by Tot. 素晴らしい2ビート!まじのれる!ボカロfunk Rockの極み。。極めたんじゃないでしょうか!Gtはラストの琴?も含めてすべて見事に響いてくるぜ~~Respect-けんすけさん! 2023-04-10T14:32:10Z Comment by betterlate Always a pleasure to listen to your tracks 😊👍 2023-04-10T12:56:41Z Comment by ThrillMonkey Great upbeat track, love the guitar 2023-04-10T02:45:28Z Comment by Richard John A cool and inventive rocker - love the raw guitars, catchy hook and original vocals :) 2023-04-08T08:25:28Z Comment by -..- Breezy pop with those crazy vocal that somehow work so well. 2023-04-07T22:39:10Z