Don't Get Sick, If You Do Die Quickly by Lost In The Sauce published on 2022-12-22T20:10:13Z # I. I flipped the world off when I came out swinging Y'all can fuck off, drugged if I'm singing. It's a nightmare I'm living. I've been given no choice. It's get high or die. I've done lost my voice. Screaming at the walls. Man, I've lost it all. Ain't no turning back, but I've got feet to fall. I should've offed myself 5 years back instead of living with what I do The fucks sober? I can't get through # II. To the mainstream, but I've hit the pain scene Harder than that prick kicked me when I was just 14. “Morphine” is what I scream in my dreams. Only to wake up to a hellscape worse than I could conceive. # III. I breathe, every so often, but I swear I've fucking lost it The points coming across are getting scary, and it's costing me Dearly to see life less clearly, but I know you hear me and I can't just stop. # IV. Dropping droppings melodically, and assaulting sonically the ears of those unlucky few who made the mistake to follow me. Drop suspension gets a mention for its role in reinvention. Killed the bastard that I was Now let's talk perception # V Acid soaked albeit broke, my brain is what I most fear. I ate a thousand baby wood rose seeds in under a year. My ego and sense of self up and disappeared. Input to my nerves was clipping like my shit lavalier. # VI> Now I never said it was fun to get me here Most of my trips were misery, unending tears And spears, pain that felt like it lasted years But if I can survive that and somehow steer This speeding car straight while my mind says “veer” Stop the bleeding heart. Break down in publicg Here, I'll admit that I've been permatripping 2 whole years. But I've never seen life so clear. # VII. Eugina Cooney, know ending won't be soothing. I've been bending all the rules and breaking down like enzymes, Baker Acting a fool. Tool with DragonSpeak, Inject the leaves, Eject deceased identities Don't pity me. Fuck you think I've been headed? Forever indebted to credit card companies And girls who made the mistake of trying to love me. . # VIII. When I was pushing 20, life was pushing to shove me, out the windows, off the ledge- Is there some sense inside this head? Or is it empty like my bank account? Shout till someone hears me, Somebody call 911. I swear that this is the one that's gonna- Don't be dramatic now, you know how this goes If they can't treat shit at the hospital, better to die at home alone Leave the recorder on all night, so they can know After the fact that I was screaming for a reason. Let go. # IX. If it'll kill me it'll kill me, but if I call they'll bill me Either way I'm still me. Don't get sick. If you do, die quickly Genre Folk & Singer-Songwriter Comment by Michael Stentz Very coll, reminds me of Jeffery Lewis 2022-12-22T22:24:33Z