Part Of The Plan by Lenny Stellarman published on 2022-09-21T07:23:35Z i don' wan' sign off; i getting fed up how much is enough; pray i don' get another charge i don' wanna be here no mo'; I've lived enough i don' wanna be here no more my heart had enough why i desire oblivion give some contact; eye contact; they too focused on they job know i there; yea she be there in thine heart; in the train of thought hurt myselve; never her; suicidal i put this on my life 25 now; by 27 that should be enough time love sick; had mai first base in highschool; held her hand; it gave me shocks she was down and ready; could of fukd i chose not to; count yo' blessings; if i don' die by twenty seven every moment after d@ extra by D grace & by thy determination if ai make it by then; jus' know i' predicted it remember regret worse; than rejection tic toc rill toc; tic toc rill toc remember heart beating when i exercised free will practiced the courage; coitus d@ okey though i'd be gud with jus kickin it lizening to thy ideas; opinions cuddles where ever; ninja got ay soft spot ninja betta make ay move before too late i don' care if ai relapse i will keep strong shout out Gustav & Ja' you did it vroz; why thy downfallz desolate so much happiness not # goal; its mastery end game; die ay philantropist should i leave with or without an impression talent failed to work hard sorry bout d@ fruits of the labor paying off nothing more than ay stepping stone novelty give dopamine; risk taking; curious passion come out; show thy what's possible; # magic in # realm get better or get bitter there 2 learn not win ninja not ay debate its converation ninja i am i'm; ai ai i am not d@ many vices; shallow nah jus' hollow shout out to all the stellar teachers who actually know how 2 read # situation; aluminai & respond accordingly Pride pride; my pride evolved it no longer gives ah fuk 'bout yo insecure projection bump ja klair; wen thy at yo worst; i be there; don't tear sometimes i; i start to think this all all part of # plan Genre Hip-hop & Rap