Deprogramming (demo) by maidenfed published on 2021-08-20T02:52:00Z i am the captain of my fate laughter is possible laughter is possible laughter is possible ahahahahahahaha i’m de-programming black + white spirals stay cursing my eyeballs yeah i’m de-programming extricating myself from the hallowed halls of mating calls yeah i’m de-programming stalking + stabbing my own simpering stockholm syndrome yeah i’m de-programming bitch no more sex slavery, and no more forever happy home i’m swinging from every vine at warp speed like how monarch martyrs in the holy wars bleed this escape artist’s scaling barbed wire fences now she only requires the past + future tenses say i’m constitutionally incapable like a baby’s shakeable they got me when i was one miss me, it’s unmistakable under the skin like ex machina it’s death in your own 4 walls they meet to practice false alchemy my meat practices falling off the balcony he was a tom cat in a top hat referring to himself in third person and i swig-swallowed that in to a hollow vat they swarmed him like jungle gnats before their souls all went splat a dengue fever dream a true believer’s high-pitched scream invade uncanny valley like a pep rally they’re coming for me i’m not safe so i cram myself into my own holes slip-slide down all the oiled poles i can’t help but leak everywhere peek behind every cheap jump scare it’s just too much for me to bear my gyroscope’s off kilter the center cannot hold helter-skelter this face melter living year-round in a bomb shelter spectre hanging over tranquility horse tranqs cover up any fragility chosen for my fecund fertility by his virility he promised the prophecy proffered up the progeny referring to ancient calendars of suspect caliber as i prepare to insert the catheter it’s his church i’m right here, bleeding dark web torrents seeding he’s on a birds eye view perch so call off the her-i-knew search dr. sidney gottlieb got me now watch the menace molt feel the penance jolt that’s something i can attest to he promised i’d be blessed too so jump sinking ship before judgment day begrudging i refuse to stay, refute the pay unraveling parchments of verses it’s day doctors versus night nurses so chase your tail, stay beyond the pale MK ultra, in the umbra, mea culpa i was so gulpable but he’s still culpable digging thru the cult rubble i’m de-programming black + white spirals stay cursing my eyeballs yeah i’m de-programming extricating myself from the hallowed halls of mating calls yeah i’m de-programming stalking + stabbing my own simpering stockholm syndrome yeah i’m de-programming bitch no more sex slavery, and no more forever happy home baby stick with me + i’ll grant you salvation stick n poke at his personal ptolemy space station swiftly turning to a wolf from a 101 dalmation be my pupil + prepare for your pupil dilation cloak + dagger, stroke + splatter slivers of silk on a silver platter tend to bacchus like a summoned satyr suck the fluids of his overfilled bladder obtained redemption via sensory deprivation it’s all outlined right here in my deposition go deeper, deeper til we reach detrition this is divine damnation fate’s as inevitable as this finger i’m pointing but even so you won’t ever catch me anointing Genre Hip-hop & Rap Comment by M1k3 Sc○RPI-Y🌑 pretty dope.... just work on your breath control ✌ 2023-06-18T05:13:12Z Comment by 2thornz who produced this one, make more trax wit dem 2023-04-11T13:55:31Z Comment by The King In Chrome Always come back to this track. Love it. 2022-03-19T02:09:52Z Comment by 2thornz been obsessed w the word fecund for weeks before I found this.... ty 2021-10-02T16:55:48Z Comment by 2thornz u are insane.... dm me 2021-10-02T16:43:12Z