mckel - god wants me to lose by mckel 2 published on 2023-05-29T14:43:07Z @monocryy does god want me to win does he want me to lose i have nothing uh so confused, so confused i can’t do this i’m used and abused ah does god want me to win does god want me to lose i have nothing all my ties cut loose cut loose, cut loose ah i’m stuck and i’m useless off the drugs i can’t do this i can’t live this life without without ur voice and heart yeah i think ur rlly cute yeah i think ur rlly cute you like him and not me i’m trapped and i’m lonely abused, abused does god want me to win all i do is lose i lose, i lose how many times does this have to happen to me oh god im through im through with you and every single person you know abuse im through with it all i can’t shake all the pain i just hate myself and the things that i blame for you oh, for you you said i have people all who love me but they never fucking ever talk to me idk what the hell to think off the drugs and it’s everything abused, im through with you and everytime this fucking happens im through with it all i can’t do anything at all i need drugs i need something to love i had a dream we were walking by the coastline and you looked so pretty with your fucking hair ties i don’t deserve you i don’t deserve anyone who ever showed any love or affection to me i have nothing for myself all i do is destroy all my connections everyone that i love hates me now i’m through with you Comment by imonlysleeping Awesome 2023-05-29T20:05:46Z