healing. by PEARL WHITE published on 2021-06-08T21:59:09Z mastered by @araelsounds I started this song at 2am on in late December, 2017 within the same week that i made Pale and Northbound during my first grueling couple months of sobriety. This song symbolizes every moment of hardship that i could muster since then and now. Mental illness, home life, losing people close to me, losing myself, finding myself then losing it again. Through bad break ups and new relationships. Through late night panic episodes, moments of clarity and everything else in between. I decided to finish this song in early June 2020 In the middle of the pandemic as the result of a very, very bad trip, 400 miles away from home. while i was standing on the beach at 1am losing my mind, this song is what kept me grounded. it was the sand that swallowed my feet keeping me close to home. I saw my first shooting star in the middle of listening to it and knew at that moment that this was MY healing song. For years i would come back to this song to help me feel something. it is BY FAR the most meaningful thing i've ever made and im glad that i lived long enough to present it to everyone. Honestly at this point if i died id be happy knowing that i finally put this song out. I could "retire" this project at peace if i wanted to at this point. This song means that much to me. Thank you for your patience and your presences, it really means the world man Genre wave Comment by SEITHÈN thats ur most beautiful, specially the ends i so deep idkwhy, reminds me my favorie movie ever, vanilla sky. 2024-03-17T05:04:06Z Comment by dannymiami 🎶🎵❤️ 2023-03-13T19:39:17Z Comment by dalenkwent Hat action 2023-03-06T04:55:29Z Comment by gianni i listen to this at least once a day 2023-01-25T03:04:14Z Comment by BRIGHT IDEAS so fuckin good 2023-01-24T23:34:32Z Comment by dannymiami My ears 😍🎵❤️🎶 2023-01-07T21:40:51Z Comment by Timothy Peden very nice, very peaceful! 2022-11-21T07:14:22Z Comment by lunacy you are so talented 2022-10-25T20:35:28Z Comment by Spike 🔥🔥🔥 2022-10-25T01:53:12Z Comment by blvckmxuth so deep and depressing :') 2022-09-27T15:44:57Z Comment by ✬lil skyscraper✫ I love this <3 2022-07-13T03:29:26Z Comment by Plaguelustre This is gorgeous✨ 2022-03-31T04:11:45Z Comment by SOULSTCE✨ When you commented on one of my songs it really pushed me to come back and make music. Thank you for inspiring me. <3 2022-02-23T20:32:27Z Comment by S̷esh Digi Archive SESH 2022-02-19T20:47:28Z Comment by EVOXCTIVE VIBE '\'\'\ ☠️☄️ 2022-01-20T11:13:59Z Comment by jahfeel maximum effort 👁️ 2022-01-20T03:03:03Z Comment by Visene you are something else < 3 3 3 3 2021-12-24T22:36:26Z Comment by SCPP Pearl white is a god, rest my case 2021-12-12T06:31:19Z Comment by HIRCUS downnn 2021-12-06T21:39:38Z Comment by 00E1 gentle yet yearning for something, forward looking yet nostalgic, a sorrowful bliss combined with an entrusted future 2021-12-06T16:10:42Z Comment by 00E1 u put the pearl in pearl white 2021-12-06T16:03:46Z Comment by nohssiwi imma kiss you frrr 2021-11-29T14:29:55Z Comment by BL1THE felt every bit of this description. still working towards something i am as proud of as you are of this. for as long as i've been listening to your music i've seen you as an inspiration and knowing how much you've been thru i really appreciate your art that much more. much love brother. 2021-10-23T22:14:08Z Comment by tyluh words cant describe what this does to me 2021-10-12T21:04:08Z Comment by ☽†△Tony Dark△†☾ ❤️❤️🖤 2021-10-03T05:59:19Z Comment by DYZPHORIA beauty 2021-09-09T05:54:58Z Comment by SleepyGoth showing you off in Yee Yee Tennessee♡ they love it! 2021-09-03T13:59:24Z Comment by NOMIA So unique 2021-08-05T14:02:38Z Comment by 2X2A woo 2021-07-30T10:35:48Z Comment by yuki santoki ❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥 2021-07-24T08:03:55Z