looking for a light that doesn't fade w/ lil happy lil sad (prod. offline x 1800entity) by poppy tears / smøke me published on 2017-08-19T19:05:25Z https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad https://soundcloud.com/1800entity https://soundcloud.com/coffin/tracks open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6…vwS1i2nZ6pF5RJjA www.instagram.com/poppytears_/?hl=en twitter.com/poppyxtears itunes.apple.com/nz/artist/poppy-tears/1268266116 lyrics: I been looking for a light that doesn't fade I been cooling in the night with my blade she asked me what I'm doing said I'm tryna hold the weight I said I'm here now but she said its too late all the fucking time that I went and put to waste never knew it happened no I never left a trace cause it's all gotta change one day but for now it stays the same I've been slowing down my heart rate and numbing out the aches cause it's all gotta change one day but for now its all the same I've been slowing down my heart rate I been numbing out my aches lil happy lil sad: baby girl i feel alone i been thinkin bout u when im low i feel like ive lost everything i feel like i am dead within baby girl i feel alone i make it worse when i am smoking dope i feel like ive lost everything im crying with lil sedative tn8 girl i never feel at home im acting strong but i just cant go on i wish that i could make u see i wish that you could make me feel again oooo i feel so lonely oooo i feel alone Genre Alternative Rock Comment by Roldan Dennard I have tow voices in my head and one tells me to go die and the other voices say i still have things to live for and I have a hard time believing in it all the stuff I had been holding on I should have let it go I damaged my heart and my mind I can hardly thing what I was back then I was so happy but now i'm nobody i'm just a ghost everyone see through me i'm smart I tried to die but the voices holds me bake and I can't do it I keep trying but I can't do it people says i'm weak I think there right i'm a ghost and i'm weak and nobody my life is just shit for me. 2023-10-27T15:40:56Z Comment by hayd3n This brings me back 2023-09-25T02:29:28Z Comment by Derek how is it all gonna change one day if I'm slowly killing myself... 2022-11-30T09:34:11Z Comment by Ninja keef pain is my life 2022-07-26T03:34:06Z Comment by tavish god why me? 2022-03-13T23:44:50Z Comment by brontosaurus \ü/ this intro is everything 2021-12-16T01:45:54Z Comment by seuldansmatete Pain 2021-10-16T18:23:55Z Comment by DaDestroyerEvan 1 suicide occurs every 40 seconds. A young lady received suicidal thoughts and wrote in a letter "These voices in my head are telling me to kill myself: suicide is not the way forward. I am so stressed, why is this happening to me?". The voices in her head were trying to overpower her; she refused to let them win. She opened to to her sister and showed her the letter, as she cried while being hugged by her sister she said "I beat the voices in my head, one year and a half and I am still fighting. I needed this hug; thank you.". The suicidal victim saved herself by believing in recovery; suicide is 100% preventable. The girl is willing to still het professional help so she can beat her five illnesses; depression, bulimia nervosa, anxiety, mood swing disorders and insomnia; that girl is me. 2021-10-13T15:18:03Z Comment by DaDestroyerEvan People always judge and say your stupid if you kill your self, because you have so much to live for. But once you place your self on the other side of the gun or knife or noose, you just will never understand. 2021-10-13T14:31:18Z Comment by DaDestroyerEvan Some people say suicide is cowardly. Suicide isn't cowardly. I'll tell you what is cowardly, treating people like shit to the point that they would want to end their lives. 2021-10-13T14:25:36Z Comment by Del Hard 2021-09-09T09:21:33Z Comment by EXITLIFE pain 2020-12-21T07:06:01Z Comment by painhub. 🧍 pain :) 2020-11-24T18:05:36Z Comment by Nathan Davis I'm still looking for a light that doesn't fade 💔 2020-11-10T13:55:53Z Comment by idk Sad )): 2020-09-01T06:36:58Z Comment by jeevan star this is the song that introduced myself to Alan watts..... thanks a lot..... 6 months ago I heard this song 2020-08-14T13:53:19Z Comment by SoHappy All i feel is pain.. 2020-07-08T03:46:39Z Comment by Ashley Fouch God is real loves! He sent Jesus to give you light and show you the way home 😘 dont be sad or discouraged. Sending you big hugs and hope to see you after time has passed 2020-07-05T18:05:53Z Comment by SoHappy Maybe i will find that light that dosent fade... 2020-06-09T06:43:50Z Comment by ⸸ ARKA$U$ ⸸ <3 2020-04-12T02:30:47Z Comment by Billy Denbrouh Why do I feel like goth-- 2020-03-19T19:13:43Z Comment by kaet ♡ 2019-10-08T22:55:43Z Comment by 8 Bit Music and More JD 2019-05-17T11:27:12Z Comment by John Shelton <3 2018-12-07T18:24:25Z Comment by John Shelton L☹️VE 2018-12-07T18:24:03Z Comment by Rayhan nutshi can you please tell me who's talking here ? 2018-03-02T22:03:28Z Comment by Kacper Jędryczka where did the intro monolog come from? 2017-12-16T12:06:32Z Comment by Dedenne Da Pikachu boi this is lit 2017-11-09T01:10:13Z Comment by tiofrío [TOP SECRET pages] +++ 2017-09-06T14:28:23Z Comment by Dalton13 💜💜💜 2017-08-22T03:46:40Z