Left Behind (feat. keepitinside) [prod. talbeats] by Rekap published on 2020-11-27T05:03:50Z Written by: Reed Pake & https://soundcloud.com/keepitinside Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/talbeatss Cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/w.vinn/ Mixed/Mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/keepitinside (Verse 1): I used to live in the future, but now I’m stuck in the past/ My memories are like movies and I keep on runnin’ ‘em back/ Repeatin’ scenes I’ve seen so many times, still stunned and aghast/ At how my life could be different if I weren’t such an ass/ So many verses I spat just so I could adjust my label/ Craved attention so badly, that I could devour a plateful/ But I tried so hard to be seen, I forgot to set the right angle/ Then the camera rolled and I was told I acted disgraceful/ Damn, and I had homies who’d show me so much love/ But at the time it just never felt like it was enough/ Chasin’ validation from people who didn’t give a fuck/ About me, leavin the ones who really did behind in the dust/ ‘Cuz they’d always listen when I was bitchin’ about feelin’ voiceless/ But I’d ditch ‘em for toxic folks I knew I should be avoidin’/ Yet, I was so thirsty I was happy drinkin’ poison/ And all my friends warnin’ me were drowned in a sea of voices (Hook): Man I was so blind/ And I know I can’t just heal the scars I’ve tried/ I want to take it back and make it right/ All that I’ve avoided to be fine/ Sorry that I left you all behind/ (Verse 2): I’m wakin’ up from dreams that feel realer than life/ In ‘em I fight with my demons, hear ‘em scream in the dead of night/ Now it’s got me facin’ all the darkest vignettes of my life/ So I gaze at a screen just to get a glimmer of light/ Hittin’ me right where it hurts and fuck, it might be absurd/ But I’m saying sorry to people I haven’t spoken a word/ To in years now, so I can make it clear how/ Much I’ve really changed and I can’t be more sincere ‘bout/ Wantin’ to make up for the errors of the ways/ Every year it gets more difficult to bear all this weight/ But I don’t even know if I believe all that I say/ When I’m repeatin’ the same mistakes I’d make back in the day/ Kickin’ myself until I re-open up my old scars/ I’d go far, but in my wake I’d leave behind some broke hearts/ Yeah, and now that everything I’d worry bout’s irrelevant/ All that I think about is how I wish I could’ve been a better friend/ Genre Hip-hop & Rap Comment by MAYDAY 🔥🔥🔥 2021-05-07T15:08:33Z Comment by RePeter T yo! 2020-12-28T15:55:23Z Comment by spacedandy so dope 2020-12-19T17:29:37Z Comment by Tevin Williams great job on this Rekap! 2020-12-05T17:41:10Z Comment by Colin Sarver Hes. Fucking. Back. 2020-12-02T23:59:44Z Comment by Kiyro welcome back king 2020-12-02T07:48:30Z Comment by D∆NI yeesh this hits 2020-11-30T22:37:22Z Comment by talbeats SHOUT OUT TO REKAP FOR LETTIN ME PRODUCE 2020-11-30T18:14:03Z Comment by Manuel guess who brought him back:) 2020-11-30T14:02:11Z Comment by I love samsa You make the perfect lo-fi rap 🔥 Incredible storytelling, good pronunciation, amazing flow and a great beat👌🏻 2020-11-30T07:32:06Z Comment by eth Glad to see youre dropping shit Rekap this 🔥 2020-11-30T06:59:24Z Comment by nico Flow 2020-11-29T18:00:58Z Comment by aweod back with a banger bro 2020-11-29T09:58:28Z Comment by Grim Lean He back 2020-11-29T01:51:02Z Comment by Citrine Radio. wow. 2020-11-28T18:33:08Z Comment by Eli Noir I’m digging this 😌 2020-11-28T16:40:02Z Comment by GOOSEMANE my dude finally back!!! 2020-11-28T06:24:11Z Comment by Campbell & Co. thought you decided to leave us. Glad to see you changed your mind 2020-11-28T05:59:15Z Comment by Kiddo That lyrics.. That beat.. Man, that's amazing, really :') 2020-11-28T03:25:01Z Comment by Vane this is an epic gamer moment 2020-11-28T01:46:05Z Comment by B.E.leive duuudeee this is awesome!! im happy youre back, hope youve been doing ok! 💚 2020-11-28T00:39:25Z Comment by MARS this is wonderful! Im so glad youre back. hope youre doing well man ♥️ 2020-11-28T00:36:24Z Comment by Šëntînėł Really enjoy this 2020-11-27T22:47:09Z Comment by cass the return of the king :) 2020-11-27T22:04:30Z Comment by Patcha fr AmAZING! so glad ur back reed<3 2020-11-27T21:33:00Z Comment by Coffee Run HES BACK OH MY GOD 2020-11-27T20:54:49Z Comment by adonis lucente. glad to see you back making music again hell yeah 2020-11-27T20:30:18Z Comment by Yehudixh ive been waiting for this!!!! 2020-11-27T15:06:37Z