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LYRICS:
can we restart?, i hate my life
i beg for death, then i go and cry
i’m say i’m fine, i’m really lying
i question why, then get high
i need an escape there’s something in the way
yeah i can’t cope, with all this goddamn pain
yeah i can’t wait, my life is fucking lame
yeah i need a way, i just need a way
crying all these tears cus she thinking that i’m dead
laying on my bed, all these cuts up on my wrists
bleeding from the blade that is pressed against my skin
i just wanna die baby i don’t wanna live
crying all these tears cus she thinking that i’m dead
laying on my bed, all these cuts up on my wrists
bleeding from the blade that is pressed against my skin
i just wanna die baby i don’t wanna live
i don’t wanna live, i just wanna die
all these insecurities are eating me alive and i don’t know where to go
i lost track of time but she think i’m doing fine so i might as well just try
i don’t really see the point, what the fuck is wrong
i don’t really know but this drug is really strong
and it’s dragging me down to the fucking ground
i don’t wanna hear a sound i just really wanna die, put me in the fucking ground
i tell myself, you’re gon be fine, it just takes time, still i feel like dying and my head is gone
my face is numb, from all these drugs
i been smoking up, still it ain’t enough
crying all these tears cus she thinking that i’m dead
laying on my bed, all these cuts up on my wrists
bleeding from the blade that is pressed against my skin
i just wanna die baby i don’t wanna live
crying all these tears cus she thinking that i’m dead
laying on my bed, all these cuts up on my wrists
bleeding from the blade that is pressed against my skin
i just wanna die baby i don’t wanna live
when i started making music, i was broken down bad
driving you away cuz all these problems that i had
i can’t have a girl cuz i always end up sad
or i end overthinking and it makes me fucking mad
babe i know i need help, i’m gonna fucking die
said it all before, when i’m looking in your eyes
i could tell that it was gone, the love you had was flawed
now i’m all alone, writing all these fucking songs
i tell myself, you’re gon be fine, it just takes time still i feel like dying and my head is gone
my face is numb, from all these drugs
i been smoking up still it ain’t enough
baby i been dead, in my head
i see your face, and i’m always sad
baby nowadays, i see my friends
more than i see you, and it makes me mad
crying all these tears cus she thinking that i’m dead
laying on my bed, all these cuts up on my wrists
bleeding from the blade that is pressed against my skin
i just wanna die baby i don’t wanna live
crying all these tears cus she thinking that i’m dead
laying on my bed, all these cuts up on my wrists
bleeding from the blade that is pressed against my skin
i just wanna die baby i don’t wanna live
- Genre
- Emotional Trap Music