I am on the outside by ThesingingnannySarah published on 2021-11-06T23:36:49Z This song is about being free but understanding how it all is and appreciating not being involved anymore but in some ways missing the illusion of belief that it wasnt so. Being free is so bittersweet. Illusions can be so alluring and once they are gone you miss them. Freedom comes at a price. Slavery isnt much fun, the alternative is somewhat cruel in itself.