Redpill inspired by Bedroom in Count To Five by uniquely broken published on 2022-07-08T06:17:20Z Hey guys, this is me, take a listen to understand what it’s like in my mind. Thank you, if you need to talk to someone, shoot my email or text 817-797-6853. If nobody told you they love you today, I love you! Have a good one. This song is part of a project in the works S.E.L.F.H.A.R.M Selfish Edgy Lost Flounder Horrendous Asshole Resented Miserable Lyrics as follows Red pill Written to Count To Five by Bedroom I don’t know what I feel Seems like I live for thrills Do it until I’m killed Let me take the red pill Please just let me take the red pill Please let me take the red pill Let me take the red pill Intend to take my life, just need the red pill Do you even know me Do you even know self All this pain I feel Is all that I’ve been dealt At night I cry out But no one hears me So I just pray this Lord please kill me Everything I’ve wondered Are all questions left unanswered Did my mom love me Eats at me likes it’s cancer Why did my dad leave me Some things I don’t get answered And the desperation I feel Makes me understand worse I don’t know Feel so low Where life will take me I’m just so miserable Put it on my wife Put it on my sons So much hurt I feel from past Makes me want to eat my gun But I don’t have courage Only enough to take a slice And the relief that I feel Doesn’t make me think twice So I just continue This fucked up cycle Goes on for miles I guess it’s my style And I don’t get help Just stay to myself Don’t talk on my pain Though it’d probably help Only focus on wealth Never mental health Should probably take the time But I guess I don’t want help Genre Indie