Maybe(Not)... by Clyde. published on 2017-06-22T01:48:45Z Lyrics: Maybe if I concentrate I’ll block out all the self-denial Maybe if I focus hard enough I’ll feel myself awhile Regardless of the adversaries, tribulations, tears, and trials Regardless of the fact that I know something’s wrong The more I write I get it now I’ll make it out I’ll take one moment at a time I told my friends that thoughts of suicide had never crossed my mind And that’s a lie I’m only tired I’ll be alright I’m fucking fine It’s up to me, This darkness wants to fuck with me I’ll make it bright Maybe I’d be different be my eyes were closed and tongue was tied Maybe photographic thoughts are photogenic frames of mind Maybe none of this is real, Fuck I know this isn’t real Maybe all this is some kind of fucked up dream I’m stuck inside And maybe I imagine all these issues that I’ve come to love But maybe I can be okay if I convince myself enough I’m going numb, I’m fucking done, It’s bottled up inside my lungs I rack my brains for means to worry, turns out fuck, there isn’t one I know that any moment I’ll be forced to confront all these thought Fuck it, ride the feeling out, I feel the Zoloft wearing off Maybe there’s a reason why And maybe there’s a chance, Just maybe there’s a chance And maybe there’s a purpose For all that makes it turn For all that makes the world turn… Take it down a couple notches when I’m nauseous I’ve been calling out to God but where the fuck are the responses I’d like to think I’m more than just a product of my problems but I’m nodding off while driving and nobody even stops it Maybe God is talking through me, maybe someone’s always watching Maybe this has got a purpose, maybe not, he just forgot it Maybe, not yet, faith deep, lost it Aggravated atheists are really just agnostics Maybe, hate me, scratch that, hang me Maybe everything is fine, fuck it, maybe not bitch Genre Hip-hop & Rap