BAD THOUGHTS (feat. Lil Yung Pharaoh) [Prod. CXLD BLXXD] by XAM published on 2018-03-16T15:11:51Z @xam @lil_yung_pharaoh @cxldblxxd Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ug4VQPXCGxNfqMIxwh2xd Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/bad-thoughts-feat-lil-yung-pharaoh-single/1464634124 YouTube: https://youtu.be/qjjQ49p3xmY [Verse 1: XAM] I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts I’m counting down every minute time is moving so slow Everything’s in slow-mo, every night feels so long Where is Dora when I’m lost and I don’t know where to go Nobody knows me but they telling me to stay strong I can’t swim but I’m going for the deep end I can’t win I’ll be dead by the weekend I got no flowies on my arms and I’m ‘bout to drown Tryna hold on but I’m going down guess I’m a dead man Staring at the ceiling of the ocean Oh shit, feeling sick too much motion I don’t sleep but I’m dreaming of emotions I don’t have, I’m broken - the truth’s been spoken [Pre-Chorus] I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts [Chorus: XAM] I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine [Verse 2: Lil Yung Pharaoh] I ain't never been happy try to pretend OD and get high on the weekend So low I don't even got no friends Can't swim but I'm headed for the deep end Got a feeling I won't make it till next year So you can put a knife through my chest here I'm a human so it’s natural to shed tears Living life alone that's my worst fear And I'll be loving life next day I wanna die Just to numb the pain I'll get so fucking high Laying on the couch I can't open up my eyes First I wanna die but now I love life And I just want someone to understand me And yeah I got problems that they can't see So you can put a knife through my chest now And Imma lay down to rest now [Pre-Chorus] I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts [Chorus: XAM] I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine Genre Indie Comment by Non Iwkms ❣️ 2022-10-14T05:36:04Z Comment by r am human and i cry.. 2022-01-23T22:22:52Z Comment by r i wonder how long it will cost me to stay strong ): 2022-01-23T22:22:36Z Comment by Jesus Orona holy f 2019-12-06T04:44:48Z Comment by thing Am i the only one still listening to this weekly 2019-10-29T01:58:30Z Comment by Rafiqul Hasan Sooooo littttt 😍😍😍😍 2019-06-06T18:44:54Z Comment by VENAZ <3 2019-05-01T10:07:53Z Comment by jav how Goddddddddaaaaaammmmm. Yeah this is legit in my head now with a million of similar songs yeah honestly i am suprised my brain has this much capacity for sll this shit let alone come up with a comment for this the day my head explodes i aint surprised😂 2019-03-03T05:42:00Z Comment by paranoic 💞 2019-02-07T02:50:54Z Comment by Summer Monkey 😍😍 2018-12-28T17:05:16Z Comment by Ulises Max=XAM 2018-09-16T02:45:25Z Comment by Yungg I fucking love this 2018-09-15T05:57:41Z Comment by blackrose so fucking good🔥🔥🔥 2018-07-04T03:36:55Z Comment by f a r o u t damn 2018-07-04T01:17:04Z Comment by Gertrude Macgillicutty love 2018-05-21T06:20:01Z Comment by Xela Z Dro that pew pew adlibs so fire, whole song vibes, gj 2018-05-11T03:39:47Z Comment by Kvrly Headed Fvck Damn boy this some heat 2018-05-08T21:13:36Z Comment by sc.undercover Amazing stuff bro!!!! 2018-04-04T10:49:57Z Comment by v>d>b>d>z one thousand plays<3 gongrats<33 2018-03-21T11:48:00Z Comment by draymond incredible. huge fan 2018-03-19T16:04:31Z Comment by Daffy💔 so cool song (: 2018-03-19T15:15:56Z Comment by XAM @blackgarments: <333 2018-03-18T08:21:38Z Comment by XAM @yungsherrfsossa: thank you so much! <3 2018-03-17T21:49:25Z Comment by Plorny Oh you got me 2018-03-17T16:09:27Z Comment by v>d>b>d>z <3333 2018-03-17T13:16:07Z Comment by Raenhusky yass finally, i love you 2018-03-16T17:56:49Z Comment by XAM @d1vv: <333 2018-03-16T16:22:50Z Comment by cxld blxxd So proud of that song 😭💞 2018-03-16T15:56:37Z Comment by XAM @l1lbiscuit: <3 2018-03-16T15:45:03Z