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(xora)
im tired of waiting all night
i just wanna sleep in peace
im scared of the nightmare
i feel unsafe everywhere
im trapped in my room
dont wanna go outside
i feel anxious by myself
my social life is fucked up
(phii7i7p)
For a while I've known that you know that,
When I make it back home I'll say that,
I don't really wanna make it by myself,
So I switch up for you,
I don't really wanna be myself,
So i just ignore you,
I've been trapped inside,
Think it's been a week,
But everything feels fine,
Cause I got all that I need,
Losing track of time, made me understand my heed,
Found myself outside, I've been walking in the heat,
Found myself outside, Found myself outside,
For you,
Couldn't if I tried, make me sigh, I'll ignore you,
Hiding from the crowd, way too loud, go before you,
I don't want it now, I know how, it destroys you,
You can't take me away from myself,
Listen to me closely if you think I'm well,
Hold it all close, so that you can't tell,
When I mess up it's okay, I don't need your help,
Woah, it's been that way for a while,
Arpeggiated brain making chords when you smile,
Archipeligated home, i'm just one of the isles,
I've been straddled cross the globe,
Couple thousand miles,
Couple thousand miles,
Occupational catastrophe,
Throw it on the pile,
I need a couple thousand checks,
To show they're not worth it,
And move on to the next,