WHEN IT RAINS, IT POURS [PROD. OKRA] by youngmindtrip published on 2022-11-13T22:28:16Z poured my heart on this shit. hope yall enjoy prod. https://soundcloud.com/rakaokra mixed/mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/6pxths cover art by: https://soundcloud.com/joziehaze Lyrics: Verse 1 I’m surrounded by death The devil breathing down my neck Yeah I lost my mom and pops and now my grandma fucking next I don’t do this for a check I do this shit for self-respect I won’t ever love myself if I ain’t the fuckin best, yeah When it rains, it pours, drowning in a sea of self-hate Feel this hatred in my core, peace forever locked away I can never find the words, but I got a lot to say, yeah But I got a lot to say Yeah I’d rather waste my life than me do what they want me to If I had one wish, yeah I wish that I could talk to you Tell you, "This is all your fault" with no follow through And to my friends I love, yeah I know that I’m a lot for you Verse 2 Surrounded by death The devil breathing down my neck Yeah I lost my mom and pops, I’m smoking blunts like cigarettes Used to make this music just to cope with the stress Now this music shits the reason I got these knots up in my chest, yeah God’s lonely man cursed to walk this earth in solitude Spent my whole life, they all asking me, "What’s wrong with you?" Now they all wanna be my friend, you see just what one song’ll do They said that they got my back, but they don’t ever follow through I hate myself so fuckin much, and it all comes back to you One day I'ma be a star, and you’ll never have a clue What you fuckin did to me, I never had a chance with you, yeah Never had a fuckin chance with you 25 years I’ve been coping with the pain Guess that I was never good enough for your praise Shoutout Grandma, yeah she held it down cause she a saint Youngmindtrip, the son my mother never saved Genre jazz Comment by ORANITE insane bro 2024-04-12T14:14:08Z Comment by crazyman0665 wow....that....wow 2024-01-19T22:19:53Z Comment by thereisalwayssomethingwrong 🔥 2023-10-23T22:53:58Z Comment by sixmob nice 2023-10-17T14:42:48Z Comment by Jonnee Absolute banger 🖤 2023-10-17T11:48:01Z Comment by bloodyboyjoey insane bro <3 2023-10-14T15:56:41Z Comment by JOZIE HAZE ☊ rather waste my life than me do what they want me to 2023-10-13T18:24:25Z Comment by saturn's lament mane this is insane 2023-10-13T14:55:01Z Comment by RIPVANN Dcr 😼😼 2023-10-13T07:01:54Z