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note: hi friends, ive been off of social media and stuff because ive been focusing on school so bare with me while i try to get my grade up in calculus <3
Its a constant cycle, I've been feeling wasted
And I try and stop it, yeah I really hate it
I know that you hate it, I know you might hate me
I just wanna let you know, you can always count on me
Life's pretty rough, so I gotta take everything with a pinch of salt
I was down bad, had to stay up so I'm tall
Keeping all this shit, to myself you don't know me at all
I just wanna run it up, I just wanna fin ball
I know that I fucked up once or twice
I just wanna run it back, just one more time
Lets go get a bag, run up 10k in one night
Yeah I know its true, I could really see the light
And I'd do it all for my bros, I would rlly die
Got a red beam, catch a body wish that boy gn
And I dont know what to do sometimes with this life
I got switched on sm times, so I keep my circle tight
Feel like its getting worse, does it get better
Every day I question to myself, does this matter
Up until recently, I wasn't this helpless
I just wanna help out I don't speak it feels so selfish
Often times I weep cuz I feel like a reject
Every so-often I dissociate I eject
I just want to find a cure to myself yeah I need it
Dont know why I feel this way, theres not only 1 reason
Lying from my problems, I just wana go, go, go
Dont wanna go back home
And this choppa gonna blow, Ima let it rain cold as snow
And they wanna talk down, Ima let their brains go to mulch
Sometimes idk what I wanna really do
ima just keep going
Life's an open world, Ima just keep roaming
Gotta get out, gotta stop lying to myself
Gotta get out my head, gotta get in my bag
Its a constant cycle Ive been feeling wasted