runaway trains of thought by ACK published on 2024-04-19T19:08:45Z [PROD. ESTEPAXBEATS] Trying to find my way, Ill equipped, skill issue I still don't quit, will continue til I'm killed or win Filling shoes that feel too big, commit to moves give the spins, adrift too far I need a center point to get a grip I hit the ground running, running my mouth younging Knew nothing about nothing fucking around fronting Head up in the clouds, now that i've descended on down Stunted it's not what I wanted I'm not proud, but get back up and I'm back in the round going all twelve of them bitches A hell of a distance enjoy every second that's ticking Trying to find a purpose, the purse is an extra if given But Personal fulfillment comes seldom with riches Self comparison to the predecessors and peers stressing I feel lesser I fear that my career been arrested I wrestle with years pressing these pedals to switch gears At some point just hearing these lyrics isn't impressive Ive hit a wall I've seen so many vault, maybe the fault is mine left behind trying to climb? Doing somersaults? Felt above it all but really fell below the water, Tryna figure out how to work smarter not harder I barter with a god I mostly don't believe in, At least the current version, certainly a heathen, Working for the weekend, worse for wear and weakened, These words are worth more it irks me when I'm sleeping It's murky in the deep end, submerged too early surely Learned to paddle purely out of panic, permanently addled me with worry, Saddled with these manic thoughts dramatic shots of losing everything I have and starting back with nothing but this pad I got, This train of thoughts brakes are shot, hoping it makes a stop, Gotta make my way along, I've been running late a lot Pretty sure my path shouldn't have these tracks laid across, But take it as it comes I guess, next one ima make the hop Genre Hip-hop & Rap Comment by Doctor.e.phd 👏 2024-04-20T12:54:50Z Comment by benny holmes This is illllllll 2024-04-20T01:18:44Z Comment by deluded 🔥 2024-04-19T21:47:51Z