used to it w/ kinshii (prod. caspr & saint tomorrow) by AkiraDoves published on 2021-09-04T02:53:23Z mixed/mastered by me and kinshii - feat. https://soundcloud.com/kinshii - prod by https://soundcloud.com/hellahaunted & https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow - //LYRICS// its been a long time I swear that I do miss you its been 3 months and i swear that i am trying I'm still used to this and I'm so sick of this I'm stuck at home all alone i am sick today in my room and I'm feeling so faded don't know what to grabbing my knife I'm gonna stab myself and you don't love me like before oh before its been a long time I swear that I do miss you its been 3 months and I swear that I am trying I'm still used to this and I'm so sick of this I'm stuck at home all alone i am sick today every time I wake up feeling wasted times moving really fucking fast and I don't like that why you talk to me I don't talk to you every time I wake up wanna sleep some more (Kinshii) now my beds the place i spend my days i can’t get up staring at a screen i do this every night and i don’t want to talk about it appreciate the thought but i’ve been trying to push away what makes me feel alive that’s growing up guess i can’t take it life used to be fun, now i live sedated don’t know why im smoking but still getting faded maybe the clouds free my brain from its cages sike no it’s not, causing a block life’s getting harder and harder than cock prosthetic leg maybe hard as rock kick to the face and it don’t ever stop and my family keeps calling me crazy probably cause i ain’t speak to them lately i been showing the signs someone save me and the reaper just said he’s done waiting truthfully not sure what im supposed do and the voice in my head, who im talking to is convincing enough, i might follow through or maybe i won’t just to stay with you Genre Alternative HipHop Comment by HOA Harder than cock 2021-12-13T17:43:15Z Comment by rocstarzen ✰@rocstarzen) insane hook 2021-09-29T11:42:17Z Comment by rocstarzen ✰@rocstarzen) this is fucking amazing 2021-09-29T11:42:06Z Comment by Timxlxss im so sick of this 2021-09-28T14:50:27Z Comment by YUNGHARTT dope homie 2021-09-27T02:39:10Z Comment by j!AM yo great emotion in your voice 2021-09-16T18:31:20Z Comment by LIT_KARUMA Thank you. 2021-09-09T23:51:48Z Comment by LIT_KARUMA Bro, this is good <3. 2021-09-09T23:50:01Z Comment by LIT_KARUMA Lets go. 2021-09-09T23:49:14Z Comment by ✦𝕰𝖉𝖇𝖔𝖞𝖔𝖌✦ 🖤🖤🖤 2021-09-08T16:24:01Z Comment by lovedi3d Lifes getting harder and harder than cock 😔 2021-09-08T15:27:04Z Comment by V§Nary fire keep it man prod of u 2021-09-07T21:21:11Z Comment by Mhmd love this akira <3333 2021-09-07T02:07:09Z Comment by bizzies <3 2021-09-06T13:12:35Z Comment by thatonegoat wow <3 2021-09-05T16:07:33Z Comment by Killing Art This beautiful 2021-09-05T14:03:34Z Comment by Dxt3r great vibe sounds really nice . Such a lovely production ❤️ 2021-09-05T13:13:15Z Comment by mugizora <3 <3 kinshiiiiii 2021-09-05T11:25:00Z Comment by AkiraDoves @evergxrden it turned out so beautiful. best day of my life 🖤 2021-09-04T19:52:01Z Comment by autumndropsdead HARDER N HARDER THAN WHAT- LMFAO 2021-09-04T16:33:44Z Comment by smoresandhores Yea, this goes off! 2021-09-04T15:11:53Z Comment by 2gleam (IG: @2.gleam) love you bro!! 2021-09-04T11:44:06Z Comment by JTee Perfect track to kick off the long weekend lets goo 2021-09-04T06:33:20Z Comment by casperrr <33 2021-09-04T05:07:58Z Comment by StrikeVibes悲し heck yes! 2021-09-04T04:48:30Z Comment by KURAI. firee 🔥🔥 2021-09-04T04:36:57Z Comment by epitomeoffailure (hiatus) damnnnn this is crazy!! 🔥🔥 2021-09-04T04:22:30Z