Screaming At Myself by Alec Venida published on 2021-04-30T20:15:38Z Screaming at myself I'm a grown-ass man and I'm screaming at myself all alone in the room, don't you think it helps? gonna howl at the walls so my neighbors hear it all I'm a grown-ass man and I'm wailing at the wind pick a fight with the floor, do you think I'll win? That's the way that I vent, don't you think it makes sense? My anger builds up all day. like a souped up, cooped up party Not really quite sure if it harms me Where it comes from, hell if I know. Whatever it is, it's primal Learned it sometime as a child screaming at myself I'm a grown-ass man and I'm grinding on my teeth picking at my nails on my hands and feet I can stop any time, I guess it's up to me I'm a grown-ass man and I'm crying for my mom Cut me up into pieces, make a happy collage Is this a good look for me? Will it get me a job? This sadness builds up all day Like a souped-up, cooped-up party Not really quite sure if it harms me Where it comes from, hell if I know. Whatever it is, it's primal Carried with me since I was a child screaming at myself I'm a grown-ass man, what have I become? Was I born from the sky? Did I come from the sun? Where the hell will I go when all is said and done? I'm a grown-ass man but I feel like a boy Every single day I'll try to fill a void Occupy my time with things I say I enjoy This rage can build up all day like a souped up, cooped up party Not really quite sure if it harms me Where it comes from, hell if I know. Whatever it is, it's primal Learned it sometime as a child Genre Rock