depersonalization [prod. bughvvl] by citrate published on 2021-03-26T19:30:10Z prod. bughvvl (@bughvvl) lyrics: why does my life feel so fake why does my mind always ache why do i cry till i break why does my life feel so fake x4 man i feel so trapped emotionless surroundings feel so fake i don’t even know if i’m asleep or i’m awake to be fucking honest when asleep i feel alive when awake i stop and wonder how am i alive yeah how am i alive existential questions always fucking with my mind i just want my family to feel like they are mine i’m not suicidal but i’m scared to be alive scared to be alive scared to be alive all my senses nulled it feels like i just died scared to be alive scared to be alive this is getting old and i might not survive hope there’s hope for me i cannot do this hope there’s hope for me help me get through this x2 why does my life feel so fake why does my mind always ache why do i cry till i break why does my life feel so fake Genre Hip-hop & Rap Comment by Vomitx17 real 2022-10-16T22:31:56Z Comment by yoni egg citrate are you gay? 2022-10-01T01:55:30Z Comment by cyrus nothing like listening to music while surrounded by bombs blowing buildings up 2022-02-25T23:38:56Z Comment by rælbæutyinside ღ メ 😳💔🔫 2021-09-04T14:32:23Z Comment by DIP FA$E alliivveee 2021-05-12T13:01:07Z Comment by DIP FA$E So fkn hard geez 2021-05-11T11:40:16Z Comment by killnico Fucking banging 2021-04-04T15:50:08Z Comment by K.M.I BEATS direalization next 2021-03-31T20:35:39Z Comment by recourse bae 2021-03-28T08:56:29Z Comment by crowlyyy so fake >:( 2021-03-27T17:09:47Z Comment by User 443988646 depersonalization [prod. bughvvl] is fire, i can get this song big for you just look at my cover picture on here it shows how to reach me 2021-03-27T05:07:28Z Comment by rubentleyy DAMN THAT TRANSITION SMOOTH ASL 🥺 2021-03-27T03:24:35Z Comment by LXXIV Hey Citrate! Great track, follow my soundcloud for free plays! 😎 2021-03-26T22:11:04Z Comment by ☆ilyfearless☆ Fucking firree! 🔥 Citrate really dont miss. 💯 2021-03-26T21:59:28Z Comment by TR3 Hello 2021-03-26T21:20:09Z Comment by Short guy😐 I'm not first😳🤧 2021-03-26T20:23:16Z Comment by Stxr so fye 2021-03-26T19:43:52Z Comment by Purpoll 😳 2021-03-26T19:41:06Z