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SONG LYRICS ⬇️
I'm, I'm coming to let you know
That I'll be staring at the sun
I'm coming to let you know
That I'll be staring at the sun
Run, hide, a nigga feeling depressed, this broken heart is a mess
Couldn't trust, my brain is numb. FUCK. What is love? if I cant trust
Gave it all, I got dumped, now you know, how I feel huh. yeah
At times I feel like I'm dead, a nigga hurting deep down but nobody could relate, yeah
I cry, I look up straight up the sky, I pray to God every night to get me through all this pain
I'm coming to let you know
That I'll be staring at the sun
(X4)
Is this all an ELUSION? it could be a CONFUSION or maybe I'm DELUDED?
My demons keep me awake at night I'm tryna fight.
BUT then I feel I'm weakened
In my sleep I see ghosts and I see all the visions.
It could be that I'm tripping maybe I'm off the Henny
Been popping pills of lately, I feel like I am drowning got nobody to save me
and this is how I'm feeling.
Yeah
BUT could it be that I'm different if I wrote myself a letter?
Maybe I could forgive me, please lord forgive a sinner this life ain't for the weakened
Coz ama take it back, right to where it all started
I'm coming to let you know
That I'll be staring at the sun
(X4)
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This song delves into the depths of depression and heartbreak. The opening verse paints a picture of despair, with the protagonist contemplating staring directly at the sun as a potential end. Running from their pain, they express deep distrust and confusion caused by past love, leading to feelings of numbness and isolation.
The chorus, repeated throughout, showcases the protagonist's determination to face their struggles. "I'm coming to let you know / That I'll be staring at the sun" speaks of resilience and a willingness to confront challenges head-on.
The second verse dives deeper into the emotional turmoil, with vivid imagery of demons, ghosts, and visions highlighting internal battles. Drug use and self-harm are mentioned as coping mechanisms, emphasizing the severity of the pain.
However, a glimmer of hope emerges in the bridge. The possibility of self-forgiveness and personal growth shines through, suggesting a potential path towards healing. The final line, "Coz ama take it back, right to where it all started," hints at a desire to reclaim control and rewrite the narrative.
Overall, the song is a raw and powerful exploration of mental health struggles, offering a glimpse of hope amidst the darkness. It may resonate with listeners who have experienced similar pain and may find solace in the protagonist's journey towards self-acceptance and potential recovery.
Produced by Farber
- Genre
- Hip-hop & Rap