hellish spirals [prod. sorrowbringer] by autumndropsdead published on 2021-12-17T22:37:44Z prod. @sorrow_bringer 🖤 ~~lyrics~~ fuck where’s the trust leading lust, between us heating up, on the cusp self-destruct, blowing up into dust i wanna fall (don't wanna fall) into my own hellish spiral fuck, gotta suffocate just another day where i can’t breathe out my airways but, that’s what it takes drowning in the sound of yourself tryna climb the stairways fate isn’t funny i could be dead blow my brains out my fucking head was it worth every second bled? are you happy with yourself again? co-depend, don’t forget that i’m fucked up in the head leavings cuts cause i’m not enough and you won’t believe a single thing i said i got too much on my plate so i just puke it up & regurgitate i do not fuck with the fate pushing away the people that would try to relate trust my spirit (where is the trust?!) do you hear it now? (i’m not enough) it hurts falling down just let me drown fuck, gotta suffocate just another day where i can’t breathe out my airways but, that’s what it takes drowning in the sound of yourself tryna climb the stairways fate isn’t funny i could be dead blew my brains out my fucking head was it worth every second bled? are you happy with yourself again? i know what i’m doing, i know what i did what i would give to go back to a kid selfishness underneath my skin to begin again, i would have to end i’m a letdown, fight it off hellbound, so fucking lost count down, until i’m gone ultimately i’m not what you want (3x) not what you want (yeah…) Genre Ambient Comment by The Blue One This made number 1 spot on my soundcloud 2023 playback ❤️ 2023-12-08T14:35:15Z Comment by minomi-gone this is beautiful v2 <3 2023-07-26T07:13:32Z Comment by canwestartover 🫐🧠💙 2023-07-14T16:33:50Z Comment by The Blue One That im fucked up im the head 🥹🔥😤🥹 2023-02-11T17:45:07Z Comment by joysick this sounds very good in my ears 2023-01-03T09:07:33Z Comment by thrakkz (@traphophobia) This is your best song 2022-11-10T22:16:35Z Comment by takovej.vagabund heat 2022-08-15T06:03:57Z Comment by yungcray w song 2022-03-02T16:28:18Z Comment by Vava009 >3 2022-02-01T06:16:39Z Comment by jordy damn 2022-01-16T21:51:33Z Comment by Killing Art Sheeeesh 2022-01-07T18:14:26Z Comment by 6 Eleven Records dope bro. Seriously 2022-01-06T03:06:06Z Comment by WLLY wow this is dope <3 2022-01-04T22:31:49Z Comment by NAVYXOWER BRO IM SO LATE, BUT THESE NEW RELEASES ARE FANTASTIC 😭✨🖤❣️🖤 2021-12-28T01:22:58Z Comment by cyzun 🥺🖤 2021-12-24T16:38:29Z Comment by ghoulshorizon archive this song gets more and more amazing everytime i listen, autumn your killing it and keep it up. <3 2021-12-23T05:31:48Z Comment by minomi-gone ok this shit is insane 2021-12-22T06:52:22Z Comment by sighplz Bouta go cry 2021-12-21T12:17:03Z Comment by evascure idk why this song reminds me of old soundcloud, I like that 2021-12-21T00:40:28Z Comment by Timeless Archive ly 2021-12-20T14:28:38Z Comment by luvsora you never cease to amaze me autumn<3 2021-12-20T13:11:35Z Comment by deeprest this shit goooooo 2021-12-20T02:24:51Z Comment by epitomeoffailure (hiatus) jesus this flow is crazy aaf 2021-12-20T01:51:06Z Comment by 𝖒𝖆𝖉𝖉𝖑𝖔𝖈𝖐- ah that good old 9tails vibe /w autumn's voice 2021-12-19T23:46:33Z Comment by hero Autum if u need to talk u know where to find me :( 2021-12-19T20:23:32Z Comment by bizzies <3 luv u 2021-12-19T17:56:26Z Comment by SpaceManNick aye autumn with a banger 2021-12-19T17:41:28Z Comment by SADCATS Just let me drown 🖤🖤🖤🖤 2021-12-19T17:41:01Z Comment by xipz ur so talented 2021-12-19T16:54:52Z