they always leave <3 by Awsikee published on 2021-06-11T05:28:06Z performed by: awsikee prod. dan darmawan lyrics :( PART I they always leave i know life goes fast, its not slow regret all, since hello ah so long, its all so long ago as i lay here shaking my own soul its breaking know the pain i’m taking i don’t care, forsaking still don’t fucking care but do you know that you can leave now i wish i knew everything, and i knew how to say how all is but the truth , and yes i mean it you have my vow baby your a miracle and i can only say wow you can say you love me i think no one rarely means that why wont you just talk to me still haven’t had a full chat wish we had connection and i got to call you my brat these are all my thoughts and i’m still hoping you wont mind that.... fuck these laws, this system it still needs a symptom please don’t play the victim just speak up, you miss him i just wish you’d listen in the sun you’d glisten while this plot it thickened what you did imprisoned they just always leave, and then i don’t care bout myself i cant put my past behind me and i’m trapped within oneself i forget i need to eat and then i don’t care bout my health i still fucking hate this city wanna leave the commonwealth in my fucking head i just feel lost, without a reason i don’t know might kill myself or die within this season i just wanna understand and find my fucking meaning i still wanna satisfy i know i’m never pleasing find my way i lost it fight for life id toss it wheres my love i lost it wheres my life i tossed they always leave i know they always leave don’t go they always leave i know they always leave don’t go... PART II every time i love someone they’re gonna leave me i don’t know whats going on and you wont feel me.. my heart isn’t beating and i know that i’m misleading you still wanna be with him i know that he’s mistreating i still hate myself but at the time i still find a way to love myself but i hate.... all the shit that i do cause if my demons tell the truth, ah i can never be with you. i just look for satisfaction in the simplest of things and try but i’m still lonely fucking hopeless and it stings in my mind i search for clarity cant find it then it dings what i need is all in me and imma live my destiny and in holding off on suicide wont let it get the best of me cutting off relationships and saving all my energy yes ill do this music shit until i’m fucking elderly honestly just started but already do it expertly its all in my head like why cant i get out of bed i’m always feeling dead all these fuckers wanna test me they cant feel my dread i’m like slump i feel the chaos paint the world in red they will always leave its no matter what i do cuz yea they still deceive and ill look inside the mirror why cant i believe every time i see myself ah i cant help but grieve fell in love 2 easy and it left me fucking broken coughing out my insides and it has me fucking choking death is but a symbol or its maybe just a token i don’t wanna say 2 much i feel i have misspoken ahhh they will always leave i care too much about the others thats not what i need just need to save myself and free myself until i bleed still i’m throwing hands with demons feels like fucking creed end this. all of my pain and i cant pretend this intend, only want happiness over your end my end, hope its not too soon. i need 2 amend this stop this. you wanna leave but its fucking none sense ahhh bitch still wanna leave me right after everything all you did was lie, when you said that i was your everything now im fucking numb and i dont think that i feel anything i can try my best still they always leave you dont want me Comment by DEATHRØ!¿ I just wish you’d listen ...🫥 2023-10-07T00:54:45Z Comment by DEATHRØ!¿ please dont play the victim... 2023-10-07T00:54:13Z Comment by DEATHRØ!¿ 🕯️🕯️🕯️ 2023-09-25T00:32:04Z Comment by shitface_josh All you did was lie when you said i was your everything😔 2022-12-06T15:03:48Z Comment by MARQER {@marqerrr} i feel like this song rn 2022-05-30T23:35:22Z Comment by blad6sss a true masterpiece 2022-04-20T19:01:59Z Comment by blad6sss dude this is actually fucking beautiful 2022-04-20T19:01:43Z Comment by HAZARDOUS FILTH brought tears to my eyes. 2022-04-11T22:59:44Z Comment by Szhilersin fuck yea ! 2021-12-30T06:11:23Z Comment by MARQER {@marqerrr} if i could like this song more than once i would 2021-11-25T06:28:03Z Comment by Char Les No one makes noise like this 2021-11-01T08:24:04Z Comment by ✌︎✌︎˚✧⁺˳༚°。゚。˚✧₊⁺˳✧༚°。°。゚゚。°。˚₊⁺˳✧༚°。° 。 🤰🏽💞 2021-10-13T20:38:09Z Comment by JXRDAN 💜🦇 this part hits everytime especially when im smoking 2021-10-04T03:46:31Z Comment by coltstuh beautiful 2021-09-26T03:04:37Z Comment by the evil within us all i still find a way to love myself :( 2021-08-21T09:31:29Z Comment by the evil within us all regret all since hello 2021-08-21T09:29:54Z Comment by the evil within us all life goes fast its not slow. 2021-08-21T09:29:26Z Comment by hennesseybabe holy fuck. 2021-07-20T00:58:31Z Comment by doodoodaiperassnigga 🥲🥲 2021-07-19T01:22:08Z Comment by MARQER {@marqerrr} this sum of the best shit i hear in a while 2021-07-14T05:00:20Z Comment by SOVA SIX I needed to hear this tonight 2021-07-09T01:35:01Z Comment by SOVA SIX I feel this 2021-07-09T01:33:11Z Comment by SEX HARUKO :( 2021-07-08T13:15:35Z Comment by Awsikee AHHH THEY WILL ALWAYS LEAVE 2021-07-02T08:58:47Z Comment by Awsikee FUCKING HOPELESS AND IT STINGS 2021-07-02T08:57:47Z Comment by Awsikee THEIR GNNA LEAVE ME 2021-07-02T08:56:45Z Comment by Awsikee THEY ALWAYS LEAVE I KNOW 2021-07-02T08:54:30Z Comment by Awsikee I JUST WANNA SATISFY IK IM NVR PLEASING 2021-07-02T08:51:48Z Comment by Awsikee THEY ALWAYS LEAVE I KNOW 2021-07-02T08:50:00Z