Alax feat. 0neelam (prod. V47KO) by BurrowtheMage published on 2021-12-16T19:37:05Z shout-out to V47ko for the beat, check him out Linktr.ee/v47ko Shout out to 0neelam for the hook, y'all check her out: https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/ymNTg My brain sits alone Solitarily confined Preemptively locked away Inside an otherwise empty cage of my own design My thoughts are Compartmentalized Petrified, I turn toward my worst desires My jumbled psyche finds it terrifying Crumbled ego makes a feeble attempt To reinforce my own internal bias Not to mention These Off putting intentions Malicious thougts Of ending things Circling the drain of my consciousness Things I haven't thought since I made it out that house. I thought I found a way around it Truthfully I just forgot about it All the pain I felt From the way you'd yell Locked away inside my room Waking up to daily hell I did nothing wrong Yet you verbally abused me Shit was so confusing I'd do anything to gain your favor back then too. 5 years old I told you I was having trouble making friends at school You named a kid, told me to smack him I hopped up on the school bus Backpackless, ready for action He showed his face so I attacked One punch bounced him Never seen so much blood, His nose reacted like a fountain When it busted I wasn't sorry I was following instructions. (bridge) Principal kicked me off the bus back then Busted my ass with a paddle and sent me Back to that dungeon You picked me up from the school I thought you'd be proud You acted cool in the office but I see now Apple doesn't have a far fall from the tree Soon as we We're in that car you lunged at me Yea them punches hurt but Sometimes I feel I deserved worse Learned that day to never Listen to your words And keep to myself at home That's why I sat alone Solitarily confined Stuck inside my head Wondering why Do you hate me? Why do people even have babies When they don't appreciate them? I'm just a product of the environment that I grew up mired in A reflection of those who raised me, I'm not playin when I say this: Substance abuse is a lonely refuge. A warm blanket but it won't protect you. From the sadness Like you think it will I saw the way it fucked you and my dad up But I'm drinkin still Learned that shit from you And daddy too Just hope to break the cycle Before I have my own kid And act just like you Genre Hip-hop & Rap Comment by PellBoy GOD TIER !!! 2022-05-21T21:51:00Z Comment by Fervent Mellow Love this 2022-04-25T05:11:08Z Comment by edi Yo this is fucking bro, the people need more 2022-01-22T09:26:24Z Comment by Kwudi Yo this sample is HARD! 2022-01-20T19:07:50Z Comment by Reiiki APOLLO 🔥✨🔥✨🔥 2022-01-16T20:44:11Z Comment by J4ore I should be mixing but i cant stop listening 😠2022-01-06T02:06:33Z Comment by J4ore Im floating😩 2022-01-06T02:04:46Z Comment by deeprest tight 2022-01-04T07:33:00Z Comment by theta θ state dope sound man! 2022-01-03T19:04:13Z Comment by Tristxn Fan Club fire dude, keep it up 2022-01-03T16:06:03Z Comment by Projectionist Good song, good lyrics and prod :) 2022-01-03T14:15:05Z Comment by olaf the nord dign the poetry bruh nice nice 2022-01-03T11:55:52Z Comment by Shaz Smooth! 2021-12-19T07:07:10Z Comment by Astro Rockit Soul! 2021-12-19T04:10:05Z