Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst) by Carlby published on 2023-07-26T14:12:21Z www.carlbymusic.com Featuring @burylilac Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes Additional guitars by @jolst LYRICS Rock bottom Lower than I’ve ever been Only hanging on for the sake of my friends ‘Cause I got people who depend on me And a couple bad habits like dependency I worry ‘bout my mom How she’d get on without me I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning I’m running out of ways to say this I hate who I’ve been Need to make changes I’ve lost all motivation Along with my patience Too long I have waited I’m running out of ways to say That I hate myself Wish that I could change I think it’s for the best You and I stay estranged You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days (lilac heart) Rock bottom I’m running out of ways to say I miss the way you’d get under my skin Breaking bottles broken glass Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head I don’t even know where all the time went I fell asleep in the snow And woke up burning on the sidewalk Take this away before I hurt someone Try to cover the pain The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves Genre Midwest Vignettes Comment by lovrakira goddamn 2024-03-19T07:52:10Z Comment by P33 fuuuuuuck yes 2023-08-27T19:54:49Z Comment by P33 OH my 2023-08-27T19:53:43Z Comment by Vails 🔥🔥 2023-08-11T14:21:23Z Comment by Vails Intro goated 2023-08-11T14:21:17Z Comment by lilac heart <3 2023-08-08T21:36:00Z Comment by Kanashī amazing 2023-08-08T14:14:44Z Comment by claude amazingg 2023-08-08T04:30:16Z Comment by halfhearted <3 carlby 2023-08-08T03:20:59Z Comment by ☆scøøb☆ this is so insane fr <33 2023-08-08T00:37:01Z