please love me, i’m trying my hardest (prod. 4lexf) by cavasoul published on 2022-06-24T19:07:49Z i ripped out the pages that reminded me of her i know that i hate myself don’t need to see the words i remember i had blamed myself for every time she hurt herself it happened with the first but with the second it was worse the deeper cut my feet are stuck and sink into the earth i’ll never be good enough that’s something i have learned crazy how the coldest person left me with these burns and then in my time to heal it’s like there’s people taking turns just to slow down my progress i convinced myself that everybody is dishonest i am no exception broken hearts and broken promises follow me traumatic memories are always haunting me don’t pick up the blame to pour it onto me like i always do i’m not mad at you because i been moving on and showing gratitude i been smoking tryna fix my shitty attitude numbing any feeling in my body through and through and my memories are lacking any detail so i know that it’s working i got a woman that i love and treats me better for certain but the anticipation of finding what’s under the surface it fucking kills me but more because she doesn’t deserve it so love me tell me that i’m pretty know i’m needy but i need it cause i feel so god damn ugly i hate the attention then as soon as it is gone i feel like not a single person cares about me i fucking hate the way that i ruin everything cause i can’t control my anxiety i’m selfish but i’d do anything that you need me to oh the irony oh the irony oh the irony oh the irony i wanna live with you but will you die with me i spend this time with you and if it’s wasted then that’s fine with me i wanna cherish it i wanted you to know that you can cry to me and i hope you stay for a little while take your time to leave oh the irony i wanna live with you but will you die with me (will you die with me) i spend this time with you and if it’s wasted then that’s fine with me (that's fine with me) i wanna cherish it i wanted you to know that you can cry to me and i hope you stay for a little while take your time to leave so love me tell me that i’m pretty know i’m needy but i need it cause i feel so god damn ugly i hate the attention then as soon as it is gone i feel like not a single person cares about me i fucking hate the way that i ruin everything cause i can’t control my anxiety i’m selfish but i’d do anything that you need me to oh the irony Genre lofi Comment by DrippyM Damn I could vibe to this any day. You for sure made a banger 2024-03-04T02:27:11Z Comment by BRONKX3 Yooooo 2023-07-05T01:07:49Z Comment by Dream vs Reality or illusion was it all worth it 👌 2023-05-25T09:27:53Z Comment by 𝓔𝓛𝓘𝓝𝓐 Oh this vibe ^^ 2023-05-09T10:54:47Z Comment by aime cuz i feel so God damn ugly 2023-02-12T21:18:58Z Comment by BudderFrog99 W song 2023-01-29T03:57:34Z Comment by Taco999 deserves more fame 2023-01-22T06:40:50Z Comment by Ixynifi [@kxllsummerz] my fave🖤 2022-11-30T21:31:54Z Comment by MutriX sick track 2022-10-11T14:58:42Z Comment by Bob Bro i discovered you yesterday and i cant listening to ur tracks. Theyre so calming, great flow, great lyrics, you actually sing good, youre now one of my favorite artist 🫶🔥 2022-10-07T12:10:33Z Comment by fav yessss fireee ily 2022-09-13T01:42:39Z Comment by SNAKE Great track cava once again 2022-08-29T13:09:22Z Comment by Senzu ¥ i love when you sing 2022-08-28T03:23:04Z Comment by Senzu ¥ "I convinced myself that everybody is dishonest" holy fuck 2022-08-28T03:22:43Z Comment by 4lexf 🫶🏽 2022-08-21T11:28:58Z Comment by jj that part spoke to me. love u 2022-08-21T00:58:08Z Comment by Dominic Forero Yo this a straight banger, keep it up bro 👑👑👑 2022-08-20T20:34:31Z Comment by vince banger 2022-08-20T20:13:46Z Comment by vince 🐐🐐🐐🐐🐐 2022-08-20T20:13:23Z Comment by vince ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ 2022-08-20T20:13:11Z Comment by vince 🥶🥵🥶🥵 2022-08-20T20:12:36Z Comment by bryson 🖤 love the song cava 2022-08-20T18:13:12Z Comment by Lxst Boy i actually cant stop listening to this now lol 2022-08-20T16:01:51Z Comment by donn love the man, he's trying his hardest! >:( 2022-08-19T17:47:39Z Comment by sage Cava the goat fr 2022-08-19T12:41:59Z Comment by donn yuhh 2022-08-19T05:21:31Z Comment by limerence love this 2022-08-19T04:48:45Z Comment by Antices Love this cava 💙💙🔥 2022-08-19T04:17:33Z