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beat by me, lyrics by me
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[LYRICS]
(intro)
I sit alone in a dark room, writing notes 'till my eyes close
Tired of being on the phone too, broke as fuck but got the nice clothes
Spark it up 'till my lungs gloom, no pain for a while assume
Helps me through till my mind slows, finally engrave me in tomb
Then I close my eyes and I fly to skies
I ain't find peace here, its all in ice
I am froze in pain, I can go insane
I can spit it out my mouth 'till it's solid play
then I mean it when I say I am dead anyway
why blame myself, then I pray to fate
just free me from this eternal pain.
(chorus)
I fail to recognize, what I'm feelin'
I want to drown myself this evening
But when I'm asked
Who I am, I'm not myself
Lonely a soul will tread
Lightly I die in my bed
Tears on my cheeks
I shed away
'cuz tonight
I'm not myself
(1st verse)
I breath the - air in
I'm suffocating, I see death
Flaming, burning away sin
Turn it away since, blood in my face rinsed
wash it out and pray, leave it out convinced
So I know that you want me to keep it real with 'ya
but tellin' my side of the truth won't hit 'ya
so nobody won't ever know how I feel (nah)
waiting the end of the world if it is now
and it is, how?
Was I waiting too long
'cuz I grew it too strong
now I'm breaking a song,
feelin' it wrong.
(chorus)
I fail to recognize, what I'm feelin'
I want to drown myself this evening
But when I'm asked
Who I am, I'm not myself
Lonely a soul will tread
Lightly I die in my bed
Tears on my cheeks
I shed away
'cuz tonight
I'm not myself
(2nd verse)
I am thinking my life, I can think that I die
I don't wanna be dead, but I'm walking for time
I just wanna be something and not for nobody
living my life like I'm dying tomorrow
I'm drowning in sorrow, you know I can do
Trying my best like I'm not gonna fool
walking in somebody elses shoes
ain't a way to escape your problems.
News are filled with agony, pain and death
I came up a way for last breath
'cuz I'm not gonna take it
I'm fighting to make it
Ain't nobody breaking my dreams
I will shape it for myself
(chorus)
I fail to recognize, what I'm feelin'
I want to drown myself this evening
But when I'm asked
Who I am, I'm not myself
Lonely a soul will tread
Lightly I die in my bed
Tears on my cheeks
I shed away
'cuz tonight
I'm not myself
(outro)
Lonely a soul will thread
with tears on my cheeks
'cuz tonight, im not myself
- Genre
- Triphop