[Self-Insert BIG SHOT] self-deflection (Belated Birthday Special) by 💛Toadie💛 published on 2024-01-13T19:03:59Z Check it out on YouTube: https://youtu.be/EG2zJFGqr6U ===== NOTES ===== My birthday was a few days ago! A big thank you for all the birthday wishes I got when making the community post! I unfortunately did not have anything quite ready for it, sadly, but at least it's here now! This song is... contextually rather complicated and personal and almost about as unfitting as possible for what was supposed to be a birthday special (unless the fact that it's about two separate representations of myself in an unlikely battle that will totally not happen in any other AU ever nope nuh uh then it's VERY fitting because that's twice the narcissism). The motifs used here are mostly things I made (or in one case, one of my favourite songs when) I was younger. There's one thing in here that's a bit newer but that's a bit of context I'm not quite entirely sure I'm going to elaborate on yet. Unbelievably, I actually did some vocal work for this! Cannot believe I'm adding THIS to the list of possible description sections, but here we are. ===== LYRICS ===== I believe this is where I've buried myself-- cremated myself, just to watch myself rise With burning passion and drive in my life, the phoenix stares back with fear in its eyes I believe this is where I've buried myself-- cremated myself, just to watch myself die There isn't any point in being back here, you know, the future is now and the past is a lie Genre BIG SHOT Comment by Nanas_Kitchen amazing 2024-01-17T00:50:36Z Comment by Shinigami-chan04 nice 2024-01-14T22:37:15Z Comment by SomethingForSenro lyrics so fire the track cremated itself 2024-01-14T17:50:52Z