OLD DAYS DDK x JUSTICEXAVIER by DDK published on 2024-01-17T16:00:10Z DDK- i feel like a burden i feel like im worthless feel like im worthy of love and i don’t feel i deserve it feelings get tossed out the window when i feel like im hurting they tell me “men should suck it up” do they forget imma person? do they forget im not perfect? do they forget that im working? up on myself like everyday my mental feels like a circus my bubble, it’s bursting mud is on me, you know it’s murking my judgement cloudy the sun just makes it so hard on the surface im searching, for this inner peace enemy is the person, i see inside of the mirror wanna break him & hurt him im cursing til i see the younger me and cry when i hurt him im still taking shit out on me i guess im never done learning justicexavier- still remember the day momma bought maxi that meant no more trips to the store breaking change for the taxi houptie was all white had some rust and a stain on the backseat road trips were the best sleep the smell of the suede was relaxing things as i kid i was too ignorant to experience in a world of taxes and capitalism imperialist mfs who don’t care about they people just the bread we give to fund they life to feed their homes and spoil they kids n shit it’s a shame like why tf i think eating ramen daily was normal that walmart was a privilege and applebees was formal franks and baked beans was monday to friday and so on miss them days when grandma yelled to come in when the lights go on open oven got the kitchen feelin like 1945 riceroni and good times feed my little mind there was beauty in the struggle i miss the shitty times breaded chicken wit mac n cheese the shitty kind Comment by Shawnda K this sounds soo good 2024-03-18T20:07:08Z Comment by snoop_gjanvier The words 2024-03-06T06:23:54Z Comment by yalocal7 400 likes wtf this shit slaps 2024-02-27T03:16:17Z Comment by Vize shi too real 2024-01-24T13:43:43Z Comment by Blackedy Wow bro 2024-01-23T05:15:35Z Comment by Daniel Neilson Damn 2024-01-22T15:37:31Z Comment by User 765798078 Killed that shit brother, keep going! 2024-01-21T22:58:17Z Comment by DJ Dongar from the words to the melody this a banger 💯 2024-01-21T12:30:47Z Comment by Allison Breitfeld so quick to comment. this is beautiful 2024-01-20T01:16:41Z