II. seasick (ft. cherryrizla) [jolst x lavendertxwn] by decks published on 2022-09-09T04:00:15Z my second full length album, dearly departing fully produced and mastered by @jolst artwork by @/ashleydhe on instagram featuring: @cherryrizla @betweentheveinsandi @ejcarrmusic additional production by: @irby314 @user-757072975 @taylor @sainttomorrow @pekarot_161 thank you all for everything. i hope you enjoy <3 lyrics: it feels like im drowning i wake up im bruised and battered i finally stop spinning and the ocean goes on forever and ever what we have isn’t perfect, but fuck it we’re trying i struggle with certainty, and the truth is im lying my heart is a mess inside but i know im fine enough im seasick took my heart, i didnt know that i needed it fall apart, the very second we’re leavin and then i wasn’t smart, couldn’t even bear to see the ship go underrrr the very second we had sundereddd and thats the last time i fall apart to save myself our story passed time, written like a book up on the shelf and i swear im always fucking up nowhere to run everything is uncomfortable its never fun and i wonder why im staying up to see the sun maybe i should just go to bed [cherry] i’m stuck underwater and i just cannot find the space to breathe its hotter and hotter i sweat through my collar when ur with me took it all in i just sat back i don’t wanna fall don’t wanna backtrack u saw my heart and u cracked that i saw ur heart and its matte black i saw ur heart u know its not perfect but fuck it were trying so lets get something working Comment by TaurusFall 🙏 2023-09-09T14:24:08Z Comment by nine to 5 ok this flow is sick 2022-09-20T13:02:03Z Comment by The North Shore Chez! 2022-09-09T20:37:06Z Comment by The North Shore W 2022-09-09T20:36:31Z Comment by claude yesyesyes 2022-09-09T13:53:39Z Comment by claude AYOOO 2022-09-09T13:52:38Z Comment by evan carr too smooth 2022-09-09T04:06:01Z