WHAT I BECOME (PROD. WAYTOOLOST).mp3 by loweyezduug published on 2023-02-12T19:32:28Z getting fucked up just ain’t enough rooms spinning yeah I must of done enough wake up in the morning messed up won’t sober up I know that my time is coming so i gotta hurry up getting fucked up just ain’t enough rooms spinning yeah I must of done enough wake up in the morning messed up won’t sober up I look Into the Mirror and I wonder what I become I’m getting fucked up for my reasons everywhere I go see demons I can’t blame nobody but me for the life that I am living don’t wanna do this anymore I know I said that shit before don’t wanna drink myself to sleep to never wake up anymore they telling me I gotta stop but it’s not easy to control  intrusive thoughts they always winning wanna feel I’m in control told me you would hold me close but I’ve fallen overboard let the waves carry my body find me washed up on the shore getting fucked up just ain’t enough rooms spinning yeah I must of done enough wake up in the morning messed up won’t sober up I know that my time is coming so i gotta hurry up chase the pills down with some liquor yeah that’s my favorite concoction take another drink some more when I know nobody’s watching think about the times we shared that’s when I feel the most nostalgic know I gotta finish strong way stronger than how I started I know I promised I wont fall into the steps that came before me a different book a different cover but it still got the same story it’s hard to see you give him love with the same love that you showed me couldn’t get enough before but now it’s easy to ignore me used to dream about our future now I’m living by my lonely know these drugs gon kill me faster but my time moving more slowly always got a cloudy judgement must be cause my room so smokey missing every shot even open nets without a goalie used to be inseparable and now you gone a couple light years feel I’m stuck in this abyss and I cannot get any light here never know how to react cause I’m a lover and a fighter feel arrested cardiac I feel my chest is getting tighter getting fucked up just ain’t enough rooms spinning yeah I must of done enough wake up in the morning messed up won’t sober up I know that my time is coming so i gotta hurry up getting fucked up just ain’t enough rooms spinning yeah I must of done enough wake up in the morning messed up won’t sober up I look Into the Mirror and I wonder what I become Genre Hip-hop & Rap