GLUMNESS - Die If I Want To (Prod. dxnnydior) by GLUMNESS published on 2023-02-20T03:38:34Z Instrumental Credits: https://www.youtube.com/@dxnnydior1277 Lyrics Verse 1 Lights turned on The music loud Getting in the rhythm It's about to go down I would call my friends Since I don't like to go out But I pushed them away So it's a solo crowd Will I make it though the weekend These days I'm barely sleeping I always heard reality Is scarier on the deep end My fragile heart is weakened Tearing apart I pretend I don't want nothing at all But that's just me on defense Chorus It's my party and I'm gonna have fun I'll play russian roulette With a loaded gun Wanna kill my feelings Until I go numb I can see my future I don't like the outcome It's my life yeah I can die if I want to It's my life yeah I can die if I want to It's my life yeah I can die if I want to I can die when I want to But don't know if I want to Verse 2 Pour it up Bout to drink some champagne Alcohol is how I drown out the pain Consciousness is something I can't maintain Stumbling around the room It's a sad game Vision kinda funny will it go black Watch me hit my head hear my skull crack Slip up from a bottle till I fall back I won't catch myself and take the impact I set the scene Is the mood right Tv crowd cheers for me to die They reassure I'll be alright Finally I get the spotlight I want to know what it feels like Gasping for air I'm alive Chorus It's my party and I'm gonna have fun I'll play russian roulette With a loaded gun Wanna kill my feelings Until I go numb I can see my future I don't like the outcome It's my life yeah I can die if I want to It's my life yeah I can die if I want to It's my life yeah I can die if I want to I can die when I want to I can die but don't want to Genre Pop Comment by User 741969119 dm on the gram autumreplies to get clout 2023-02-20T13:25:04Z