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"…again it has been ages since the last edition of Respuest Alternativa. I guess it has been more than a year. I have been working on this one for months, trying to catch one feeling, one state of mind, but as time passes so do feelings which is why it has been very hard to create a story that reflects on my current situation. The situation is though, when I really think about, a process of searching myself. It may sound like something that is anyways happening all the time, but the last year and especially the last couple of months in which I was diving through so many different cultures and places, gained a true meaning for me in terms of self development.
The part of me which has always been doubting, doubting myself and the world around me, doubting that anything means anything and that there is a true meaning to the things has slowly started to transform into something more positive, something more believing, believing in my self, in the clouds, the rain, the animals, the trees. Spirituality has played quite a big role in this process which is still going on and which probably will never end. Especially about this radioshow I was often not sure, stopped again, pushed it by side and now that I am sitting in a garden somewhere in central Mexico, being enriched by great people, weird plants and shamanic peyote ceremonies, I decided it is time, time to finish this one.
May you feel what ever you want while listening to it. It is melancholic, but it is not sad, it is blue but not dark. May all the spirits come together and bless us all, never stop praising the things around you, even if everything goes a la Verga. Ometeo…"
Tracklist:
1.Fabio, our mother and me sing on the Autobahn from Hamburg to Berlin(2021)
2.Eylül plays the Hammond organ at“ Teppich und Tee”,Klasse Carsten Nicolai, Dresden(2022)
3.Sholto Dobie - Nevery(Thanet Tape Centre ,2020)
4.Fall of Saigon - The Swimmer(Atem ,1982)
5.Split & Limo - Fotoliebe(excerpt, Irre Tapes, 1984)
6.Die Unschuldigen Kadetten - Ich Glaube Ich War Noch Nie Verliebt(Transmitter Kassetten ,1982)
7.Facit - Smell of the Elderly(Förfall ,2021)
8.Alper, Ilkyaz, Doga, Eylül and me experimenting a t-1, Istanbul(2022)
9.Wyatt / Atzmon / Stephen - Lullaby For Irena(Domino,2010)
10.Don Campau - Do You Dare Me?(Lonely Whistle Music, 1993)
11.My mother and me playing together at her house at Brunnenstraße in Dießen ,2022)
12.The Habitat Ensemble - Two Voices In The Field(unreleased, 2022)
13. Tasavallan Presidentti - Lambertland (Loverecords ,1974)
14.Dead Can Dance - Fortune Presents Gifts Not According to the Book(4AD, 1991) 15.Księżyc - Zakopana (OHBU Records, 1996)
16.Roger Bunn - Life is A Circus (Major Minor, 1970)
17.Fall Of Saigon - So long (Atem, 1983)
18.E&M - Machina Melancholica (unreleased, 2021)
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