idk if i can make it thru this year :( by shinigami published on 2018-08-15T16:53:18Z a love letter to u lyrics: what a world i live in now the stars are falling from the heavens bright lights take away my vision im blinded from it all its just my luck my lucks been running out now the tides begin to turn its my fault and i know that this is none if your concern im better off sleeping in my bedroom wide awake since the day i met you i dont know if i can make it thru this year make it thru this year i think about how much has changed i cant hold onto these distant memories letting go of all this takes time im not in a rush at all im growing up and growing older everyday feels like a blur it makes me sick but i know that this something i must learn im better off sleeping in my bedroom wide awake since the day i met you i dont know if i can make it thru this year make it thru this year :( Genre lullaby Comment by KUBZ. Yup, feeling sick from my thoughts of growing up and life changing to fast 2023-06-17T20:23:15Z Comment by Dj Esnce this song is sad as fuck... play it again lol 2022-12-27T01:17:28Z Comment by TwothousandNone ❤️❤️❤️ 2022-07-07T01:42:52Z Comment by oryx this song is so sad i love it 2021-07-16T18:18:27Z Comment by silencedgrave I hate shinigami 2019-12-30T21:37:20Z Comment by JoshuaSageArt what a world i live in now 2019-11-16T19:26:17Z Comment by Edwin Shinigami i love this song 2019-11-10T03:27:24Z Comment by loveudeath still beautiful 🥺🖤 2019-10-20T18:17:07Z Comment by Lil Kylo we love you bro💯 2019-10-02T19:22:59Z Comment by 💕🐜💕 this is of the few songs i can go to that makes me feel like i'm not alone and it's not just by the hand of some boujee-ness seeking fakeass sap trying to milk fat chix low self esteem for all they're worth 2019-09-03T02:43:56Z Comment by 💕🐜💕 i luv how this isnt this effort to craft some bop & instead its a legit/believable journal entry 2019-08-18T17:29:32Z Comment by DJ Sj ARCHIVE through back 2019-08-14T00:44:55Z Comment by david entendu 😖 2019-08-14T00:24:47Z Comment by xo still bumpin :( 2019-08-10T12:44:17Z Comment by K¡LL3D CXRT3R is shinigami dead?!?! D: 2019-07-23T15:35:42Z Comment by Jason Dean i miss you :( 2019-07-22T01:14:03Z Comment by John Shields shinigami please respond to me please 2019-06-27T18:08:35Z Comment by noah you made it <3 2019-06-02T19:19:05Z Comment by Hollow :( 2019-04-17T03:58:32Z Comment by problemDog you made it buddy ❤️ 2019-03-14T13:27:23Z Comment by loveudeath so sad in sm different ways💔 2019-03-09T08:52:17Z Comment by Anthony Flores I love shinigami❤️ 2019-01-23T02:20:39Z Comment by Thayghan Idk if Imma make through 2019 tbh but Imma try my hardest. seriously I love this song because relate. 2019-01-16T03:56:58Z Comment by yur we did it 2019-01-01T05:26:37Z Comment by B0RAYDEN :( 2018-12-17T03:57:35Z Comment by Frowg Shsbagandvdm 2018-12-12T15:20:41Z Comment by JAVIxKAGE chill 2018-12-04T04:46:54Z Comment by mason/trey biggie cheese 2018-11-21T01:48:01Z Comment by Luv' chill ~Thank you~This song gave me something meaningfull to me and i can only thank you from where i am~The only thing that i can give is that you won't be forget for long~Much love much hapiness 2018-10-30T17:49:38Z Comment by Codex13 Bittersweet lullaby 2018-10-06T07:13:59Z