BeautifulDisaster by Jayrahx (@jayrahx) published on 2022-01-01T10:36:30Z SheDisTortMySpeakers The Album is about anything that may distort your speakers...drugs,love,work,challenges,demons, the main center for this album for myself Jayrahx, was talking about all this stuff around me trying to bring me down "distort my speakers". At This point, idc about relationships or friendships, I get money and I go up that's it. As you can hear in the album, i don't get close to love and that's because i don't want to put my faith in anyone else and get let down. Id rather put all the faith and energy in myself so that I'm the only one to blame. As heartless as some of the things i say are, I still search for love constantly knowing its not Gunna be a fairytale. From place to place, relationship to relationship, i know at the end of the day I'm the only one that got me. This strong independent felling i carry also shows because i produce and edit everything on my own. I didn't want to be solo and this heavily hands on independent, it's just a pattern in my life, Hella people let me down constantly, just reminding myself to do it all on my own. So stuff isn't perfect on this project...and....i dont care, i tried. I have so much stuff to do and i can barely handle it all, so if you understood the point of stress this album brought to my. It would make much more sense to you. Genre Hip-hop & Rap Comment by nhhgg 🔥🔥 2022-01-02T05:43:20Z